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25th birthday

2009-03-05T23:35:00.001-08:00

Happy 25th birthday,baby *~
luv u..

haha..

2009-02-26T04:01:00.000-08:00

we are going to bangkok!!!
wha..
hahaha..
so lookin forward !!!
study hard n we'll enjoy ltr k..
luv u baby!!

4Yrs Ann..

2008-09-22T07:57:00.000-07:00

it has been 4 yrs ever since we have been together..

time really files,but i hav nvr regret being wif u at e 1st place..
" I "
likes e way u hold me tight in yr arms whenever i'm sad..
likes e way u cheer me up..
likes e way we bury hatchet after each quarrell..
likes e way u kiss me..
likes e way u send me to n fro frm KKH without regrets though u have early classes next day..
likes it when u look deeply in my eyes,saying u luv me,whispering sweet nothings..
likes it when u peel prawns for me..
likes it when u like my family..
likes it when u dote n pamper me though i'm hot temper at times..
likes e way u offer to pat me to slp everynite..

i wanna say.."thank you for loving me"
happy 4th year anniversary,baby..
loving you always..
muacks!!!

luv u...

2008-05-10T21:47:00.000-07:00

baby i luv uuuuuuuuuuuuu.....
muacks..
my fat fat cute cute chubby chubby baby..

baby..

2008-04-15T12:18:00.000-07:00

baby,i jus wanna tell u tat..
i luv u so so much...muacks!!!

baby's exam..

2008-03-19T11:41:00.000-07:00

To my dearest zane baby,

aiyo,really heartache to see u study till so late..mus take care k..yr hard work will sure pay off cos u've been so so hardworking,studyin nights n days..i wanna wish u all e best n e best of luck,mus pass k..i won't expect much frm u..as long pass can alrdy cos i know u've tried yr very best alrdy..stay calm,read yr qns thoroughly b4 attempting k..

Loving u always,
charlene baby..

Happy valentine 2008

2008-02-12T11:57:00.001-08:00

wee!!!!wha..tis is our 4th time celebrating valentine day together..have always been so glad to found him in my life..it's like bees attracted to honey..nothin can tear us apart..really wanna tks for wat he have done for me so far..no one else can be compare to him..so looking forward to our Vday celebration on thurs..

baby,wanna wish u a happy valentine!!my valentine,tat's u!!!u'll be my valentine forever..mr Ong,i luv u !!!!!!!!!!!!
your one n onli,charlene..

Finally im back again after so long hahahah

2008-01-02T02:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH so long never blog le ya kk i see what i can remember from then till now ya hahahaha i think i last blog was about my army life ya k thats over i have left that place for good although they are still pending my posting for my reservists....... kk long story short after i ORD from army i started my driving lessons, i thought i could complete my driving and pass before i start school in MDIS in august so i rush through my driving lessons like one day i had back to back lessons i started my driving on july 13 n i complete all my lessons by end of july hahaha fast ah but damn tiring for me sia monday to friday two lessons a day and each lesson is 2hrs wahhhh after every lesson my legs feel damn weak sia hahahaha like i need to sit on a wheelchair sia hahahahah then the time came when i pass my final theory test i could book my practical test but my test is in december sia haizzzz i complete everything by july but have to wait so long for the test.............. k i statred school wahhh stress sia after holding a rifle for two years and i have to hold a pen rusty sia no really use to it somemore all the exams are essay questions haizzzz didn't really like going to school sia but my baby stood by me and told me things will get better for me cause i didn't have any friends yet hahahaha school life is ok ya monday to friday 3hrs everyday shiok sia hahahahaha sometimes certain days also no school sia after a few months in school finally came the exams sia the school change the exams timetable and no one was aware of it until the last minute F.. type right hahahaha monday paper then wednesday paper then friday paper 3 papers in a week and the last paper is 9 days later what type of planning is this sia stupid right wahhhh 1st exams after sooooo long sia no easy for me 2hrs exams do 2 questions out of 5 have to write alot sia especially for the EI and MMS paper, EI i wrote about 7 pages sia 2 questions combine and MMS i wrote 9 pages write until hand pain sia hahahaha but got some mad people who can write up to 2 to 3 booklets and it is 10pages per booklet mad sia think they train alot on writing, or they study alot or they bullshit alot hahahhahahahahahahahahaha but this school have alot of holiday sia but government uni holidays even longer then ours so you can imagine ya...... kkk finally after exams i have a holiday time to really let loose and relax sia damn stress preparing for exams you will know when you try it out no joke not easy sia i took my drvining test don't say about that talk about it makes me angry but luck hasn't really been with me this year end don't know why hope things start to pick up for me since it's a NEW YEAR ya hahahahhaa kk i had a really wonderful xmas n new year with my baby ya hahahaha super fun i like the gifts she gave me on xmas ya the meal was great to during the xmas dinner hahaha xmas eve we had a xmas dinner at my close friend cousin home then we headed to her place to pick up a pig then we went to town to countdown and watch I Am Legend ya good show but our NYE movie was even better ya hahhahaahhahahahahahha kk after xmas i went back to school for another 3days then i had another week of holiday again sia hahaahah thursday i met up with my secondary school friends we had dinner at NYDC at orchard they were late and i came from school so i had a bite or so but came down with a terrible migraine sia after our meal we went to a place to drink i don't know where cause my friend drove had a couple of drinks and headed back home i do not know why but the mirgaine made me feel like puking sia so my friend drove all of us home when i reach home i puke like mad sia wah terrible hahahaha but after i vomit my mirgraine was gone weird ahhhh k then on friday i went to meet my baby that day was an uneventful day so we skip ahhhh kk saturday came we went to play mahjong at baby's friend place still my luck is down at her grandma's place so for once after quite a long time im playing mahjong with noob ya hahahahah baby better make sure ur friends don't read this k so that mahjong session was a walk in a park, no stress, easy game cause they play small so small haizzzz 10cents 20cents at first i was a overall winner but due to some support baby's friends was able to minmize their lost haizz play so small nevermind still play so slow sia we started playing at 230pm ended at 10pm we only play 3 rounds sia wahh i can play finish at least 5 to 6 rounds sia terrible anyway they lack experience kk in the end 1 player lost to 3 players sad ahhh hahahaha but it was a fun saturday along i felt for baby cause she just sat there for like 5hrs and watch us play i asked her if she wanted to play but she refuse the offer but overall i know she wanted to cheer me up since she knows i like to play mahjong i appreciate it baby love you muacks....... kk after saturday, sunday we went shopping at bugis not much happen just alot of shopping i bought myself 2 pair of sandals hahah cause my sandals broke after that we spend the night at my place before the big event on monday ya kk finally it's new year eve busy day for us woke up prepare to go out and off we went 1st stop vivo city to meet a bunch of fools sorry baby but honestly they are fools k i don't even behave like them when i was their age sia i was like so much mature then them sia terrible and poor planners with boring non exciting life sia really no joke im serious kk better stop if not someone will be angry ya hahahaha hor baby the president of the GEEK club hahahahha joking ahhhh kk kk the joke part comes here i thought i meet the worst (referin to you know who) but i was WRONG VERY WRONG until i met clement OMG this clown is the worst fool i have ever set my eyes upon sia hahahahah really a fool of a took sia then after that we met my friends some normal people at last hahahaha but also got problem sia have to play peace maker on new year eve sia hahahhahaha we ate at NYDC again hahahahah at suntec me n baby share a "ba tiao" hahahahah while sam and mich ate something else ya after our meal we went to play at the arcade till 1130pm then we headed to marina to see fireworks ya and also to see with i can patch things up ya after the wonderful fire works which ended at 1210am we rush back to suntec to watch our 1st movie of the year the long waited AVP2 wahhhh power sia nice show hahahahahahahahaa oh ya we acquire the movie tickets without booking it and i bought the tickets late ya still we got good seats hahahahahah connection ahhhhhhhhhh kk after the show my friends went back don't know hows between them sia kk i wanted to party somemore but someone wanted to end the night not knowing that im not gettin any younger and i must enjoy as much as i can ya hahhahahahhahahah we went home n sleep the next day was .................................. nothing can discribe this day sia it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo BORING hahahahahahhahahahahha sorry baby but over all i had a very fun and memorable 2007 with my baby so many things happen this year ya army, driving, starting school and holiday in Hong Kong wahhhh oh ya not to forget i had a fun 3yr anniversary with my darling ya hahahaha my gift for her was power sia hahahaha the BOOK hahahhahahahahahhahahahhah i had and will always have a wonderful time with you ya baby happy 2008 darling love you always muacksssss baby you can amend anything if you don't like ya hahahhaa if you ask me amend i will just add more to it ya cause you told me not to lie so i must tell the truth on what i see and hear ya hahahahah love you baby muacks

baby????

2007-09-08T19:01:00.000-07:00

wha...so long nvr post le...baby dun be lazy...haha...i luv u..so looking forward to our 3yr ann..muacks n study hard!!!!!

miss u..

2007-08-01T03:42:00.000-07:00

i love u baby !!!!!!!!!!!!

mins before our 32mths..

2007-05-22T08:40:00.000-07:00

gonna be a very emotional post..if u doesn't wanna read abt tis,i'm ok wif it..cos i know u'll be super pissed after u read tis.. but i got no one who i can talk to.. i onli got e com to accompany me now..

it's not tat i'm naggy ya..i jus hope e facts can get thru yr mind..let u know e importance in a relationship..it's easy to get into a relationship but it's very difficult to maintain it do u know tat?? it's more difficult to maintain it when e girl keep on giving so much romance n hoping for some romance in return..i'm not sayin u didn't n i'm not demanding k..think ya,i'm gonna start work soon..how much time left for us to be romantic ya?? once in a yr?? onli valentine n yearly ann?? u told b4,treat everyday as valentine day..but..i dun see it..

sometimes,girl's imagination can really run wild..i'll think.. dear dun luv me at all isit?? is dear really seriously in me?? in this relationship?? i dunno ya.. we have been together for 2yrs plus..think u still dun really know me well..i'm so confused..

e purpose of tis post is not to cause anymore arguements n i wanna hope u can really understand wat's on my mind..i oso dunno if u gonna read tis post?? mayb u'll onli read tis post like 2wks later?? 2mths later?? 1yr later??

i'm serious abt tis relationship..i nvr like someone so much before..i hope u'll knowswat i really feels..

i luv u..

happy 31st mth ann!!!!!!!

2007-04-22T19:03:00.000-07:00

Happy 31st mth ann!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

honey,happy 31st mth...5 more mths to go b4 we hit 3yrs ann!!!!! ..e biggest hurdle of our relatioship is coming n i believe tat we can brave it thru together..tks for loving n showering me wif emple of luv n care..jus wanna say i luv u alot alot...i wouldn't know wat to do without u ard..i luv u !!!!muacks... happy 31st mth!!!!

Valentine's Day

2007-02-15T04:03:00.000-08:00

HiHi haha happy Valentine Day baby wowo this was a wonderful valentine for me i hope it is for u too ya haha 3rd valentine together le ya haha it was fun ever since we met at around 2+ ya it was so fun until we reach ur plce ya after tat it went down hill le haiz i hate waiting for cab den gt so many knn pple snatch cab haiz i liked everything ya from the card to the present to the dinner and the show oso ya haha dis weekend we gonna hav fun oso ya hahahaha so gd rite hahaspending a FULL new yr wif u haha no duty so nice ya dear thanks alot of the present ya dear i really really really like it alot ya frm the browine to the dvd ya but wait wait wait........... sumting is missing hmmmmmmm OHHHH where it the remaining 3 collectors for the simpson series 3 and the 4 collectors for the simpson series 4 AND WAIT sumting oso as impt as the collectors where is simpson season 8 and 9 when is it coming WHENNNNNNNNNNNNN hahaha k c where u bring me when it's ur turn ya haha remember we need to go and eat at chimes k still gt the voucher ya muz spend hor dun waste k dear im so happy that i spend all my presious moments wif u ya dear and i shall cherish it ya dear thanks again for all the gifts i hope u like mine ya we defeated almost everyone except for the siao kia hu bought 99 hehe thanks baby for the wonderful time we had i love u darling wifey baby charlene MUACKS~!~!~!~!~!~

Happy Valentine baby...

2007-02-14T23:02:00.000-08:00

baby,happy valentine !!!!!!!!!!!!!
tks for all e suprises tat u gave me n i jus simply luv u more n more.. i like e way how u showered me wif e tender loving care.. tis 2 yrs plus,i've grow so dependent on u..u entered my black n white life n turn it into so colourful..i really luv u alot dear,let's enjoy e time i've left b4 i start work k..i wanna us to enjoy our chinese new year,yr birthday ..all tis things b4 i start work k.. dun worry i'll planned yr birthday well k..trust me,it's super romantic ,it'll top yrs n i gonna give u a big big suprise..i luv u baby.. cont to love me k.. muacks baby zane..u r e onli guy tat i wished to be forever...muack! luv yr laopo charlene forever k..be mine always..

sorry dear..

2007-02-11T06:13:00.000-08:00

Baby,i'm sorry sorry sorry sorry...............
i'm so silly to make such a stupid misake..
pls forgive me...
i'm sorry dear..
i luv u..
dun break pls..
dun be angry n pls forgive me..
i'll change for e good..i promise..
i'm sorry baby...
i will be very happy to get e blue roses on valentine..dun give others girls k..
i dun wan u to look for others girl cos i wanna u to continue to love me..
i luv u so so much..
i'm sorry baby...

char's results

2007-02-11T06:04:00.000-08:00

oh..baby's results..

2007-02-09T22:15:00.000-08:00

Countdown Begins

2007-01-15T02:19:00.000-08:00

HAHAHAHA tick tok tick tok counting down 5 more mths to O.R.D hahaha freedom wah log time no blog le wah so many tings happen so many ting to say but so little time let me start of wif........................ im a RP2IC hahahaha wah com back frm thai den go for xmas countdwn wif a wonderful nice jap dinner den go for a super long leave week end until 3 jan den go for new yr countdwn den was on tv for like 3 sec hahaha den WON $100 in mahjong my 2nd highest so far win $100 in 3 hrs playing $1 ,$2 my highest was half the night playing 20cents, 40 cents won $120 base money is $40 so i sweep all the players chips hehe wahhhhhhhhh n i bought all my new yr clothes already left 1 pair of shoes hehehe baby dun worry ya nothing will happen to us k we will always b together ya we had so much fun doing the same old tings over n over again cos we enjoy each other company ya so dun worry baby everyting's fine, dun worry we will enjoy all the impt dates together ya hahahaha hope i can buy a mahjong table n mahjong set soon tats my wish nw hahah as well as a new handphone n aiming the digi cam if i can afford it wahahaha baby ahhhhhhhhhhh wah chn new yr coming leeee means more fun wah rsm say cannot take leave or off if nt i sure take on fri den gt super long weekend again hahaha dun b sad baby u shld b happy we r moving on again we went thru dis before ya shit i forgot to bring hm the paper i wan to show u frm camp hope the guards dun destroy it if nt i go back MSA n foto copy again ya k hehe dun worry baby we will enjoy ourselves every week end together ya k dun worry b happy k

IT'S THE FINAL COUNTDOWN 144 days to go haha 105 working days to go haven minus ph hahaha I LOVE U BABY SWEETIE DARLING BAO BEI LAO PO MUACKS MUACKS

my fears..

2007-01-14T21:58:00.000-08:00

baby,today's my 1st day of sch in nursing year3,suddenly i was worried abt our future..

-i worried tat we might break off when i started to work at kk in tis coming june..

-i worried tat we might distance away..

-i worried tat we might lose interest in each other causing us to be bored wif each another..

-i worrried tat u might or girls might hook u up at MDIS..

-i worried tat i might hav no time for u once i started work cos of e rotating shifts..

-i worried tat there'll be no future for us..

-i worried tat u might dump me for others girls

-i worried tat u might led astray once i'm too busy at work

-i worried tat i might not be able to celebrate impt days n public holidays wif u.. eg:our ann,valentine day,xmas,new year..

-i worried tat u won't luv me anymore once i start work at kk..

-i worried tat u think tat i'm too busy for u..

-i worried tat we might not married n grow old together..

i think i'm too crazy over u..do u know tat i'm crying now while i'm typing tis blog cos i couldn't help worryin abt us..i jus hope eveything will be alright for us plus i hope both of us will stay faithful to each other..defintely i won't fall for others guys..u must oso k..so for e time being til june,we must treasure every moments together k,celebrate e coming chinese new year, valentine, anns, yr birthday++++ like we nvr celebrate before k..i'm jus worried tat i won't be able to celebrate all tis wif u all e exact day itself..oh my god,i'm cryin non stop.. baby,i hope u'll luv me forever k..i'll too k... take care always my baby.. i luv u dear dear..muacks~

I Luv U !!!!!!!!!!!

merry xmas 06'

2006-12-25T21:11:00.000-08:00

merry christmas 06' !!!!
happy 27th mth ann ~

merry xmas baby,i'm so glad tat we've spend so much time together n tis's 3rd time we spend christmas together..yeah!!!! imagaine 3 xmas together!!!! we mus carry on celebrating together,of cos we mus stay loving k,haha... u mus learn how to be VVVVVVVVVR haha..i know u can do tat jus tat u wan to do it anot..i really hope we can be together n marry in e future n prayed hard we'll still be able to celebrate future public holidays after we had start workin k,i jus worried tat i won't be able to celebrate it wif u again on impt occasion cos i gotta work rotating shifts after i start work ya.. hope u like e suprises tat i've done for u k..of cos i oso hope u like homer season ,shot glass n lighter..remember ya,u promised me to give me $500 for monthly allowances after we start working k..tis is to save for future k..mus give k, in e coming yrs,we'll start a joint acc to deposit $$ monthly k.. i luv u dear dear..i really luv u alot..u mus take care always k..n i hope u won't go overseas to study cos i really can't tahan long dist relationship k,luv me more..be more caring n romantic k..n no quarrels k..we'll learn to forgive n forget easily k..luv u so much n muacks~

I LUV U ~

happy 26th mth baby...

2006-11-22T08:13:00.000-08:00

happy 26th mth dear dear!!!!!

horray~another mth has passed n it's our mth ann date again,tis time round is already our 26th mth ann..n i'm glad to said tat we r still goin strong n though we've been together for so long,we are still in e honey moon phrase..

to baby: happy 26th mth ann my dear, i appreciate yr effort n fetchin me hm after my attachment, haha.. hope i didn't scare u off in my a&E scrub suit..haha..though we onli met up for 2hrs,i'm super satifisated cos u did showed effort to meet up n e way u hold me,it jus made me felt so blissful.tks for lovin me..i'll cont to love u..on and on..i wanna grow old wif u..love u dear dear,lookin forward to thurs nite celebrations ..happy 26th mth baby!!!!

tks baby..

2006-11-16T05:39:00.000-08:00

wha..baby has promoted n sorry for throwing temper jus now..i jus hope u can understand me ya,i really very stressed up by e stupid SSN..asshole ya e her..we gonna enjoy our weekend ya,haha..glad tat we r goin thai together n soon we'll spend a enjoyable chinese new year together ya..luv u baby zane n muacks baby..miss u~

PROMOTION

2006-11-16T03:25:00.000-08:00

hahaha finally i hav been release of all of stress let me intro to the new RP2IC hahaha this position mean for a sergant but since there were shortage of manpower we could nt get a spec in so only the most deserving RP can get this appointment it is like a dbl promotion haha alot of paper work to do but it's ok cos tat means NO MORE GUARD DUTY HAHAHA means i can spend more time wif my darling baby le yay hahaahahaha frm now on till i ORD i can slp in my bed le haha baby n i had a pre celebration the real celebration is frm 24 to 26 haha can't believe it man 3 pple was nominated for dis position me a dwn graded pes C RP wif very little knowledge abt desk , n 2 pes B RP........ well long story cut short they r power hungry pple who r over confident n everyone in the guard room hates them neber expected me a pes C person to get it..... they were so piss when the ans was out well lesson learn dun b over confident doesn't mean "old bird" always hav the way yav hahaha now can concentrate on my paper work n on my baby le hahaha finally can spend a proper chn new yr wif my family n wif my darling for the pass 2 yrs i did nt celebrate a full new yr, 1st was due to work during my attachment the 2nd was bcos of guard duty nw can enjoy le imagine every weekend is if my dear dear hehe gd ya haha love u my baby always MUACKS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

new look...

2006-10-30T01:40:00.000-08:00

honey..i've added some new animations to our blog n updates some data..haha..i'm really lookin forward to our honeymoon in dec...i need yr support alot esp during tis exam period..i luv u baby n u r always mine k???? miss ya..hope fri come quickly..muacks!!!!!!! take care ya...hope u'll cont to blog n give me suprises here n there..haha..hope tis is not too much for u to do..haha...luv u always~

naughty you....

2006-10-17T22:13:00.000-07:00

baby,i really dun like n hate it so much to argue wif u..but do u know tat everytime u scolded me stupid/idiot, i felt a sharp pain in my heart..didn't expect u to break yr promises again n again..now,u have already promised me le..

-nvr scold me idiot/stupid
-nvr scold me wif vuglarities
-nvr mention this word "BREAK UP"

u jus promise me..if u break yr promise u'll know it k..i'll changed for u too..n pls be more loving towards me..cos i jus felt so unloved by u...esp during exams period,i need MORE luv so tat i can performed better durin my exmas ya... i'm sorry n i luv u a lot alot...i need yr support..muacks~

2006-09-20T05:49:00.000-07:00

Well, I'd like to visit the moon
On a rocket ship high in the air
Yes, I'd like to visit the moon
But I don't think I'd like to live there
Though I'd like to look down at the earth from above
I would miss all the places and people I love
So although I might like it for one afternoon
I don't want to live on the moon

I'd like to travel under the sea
I could meet all the fish everywhere
Yes, I'd travel under the sea
But I don't think I'd like to live there
I might stay for a day there if I had my wish
But there's not much to do when your friends are all fish
And an oyster and clam aren't real family
So I don't want to live in the sea

I'd like to visit the jungle, hear the lions roar
Go back in time and meet a dinosaur
There's so many strange places I'd like to be
But none of them permanently

So if I should visit the moon
Well, I'll dance on a moonbeam and then
I will make a wish on a star
And I'll wish I was home once again
Though I'd like to look down at the earth from above
I would miss all the places and people I love
So although I may go I'll be coming home soon
'Cause I don't want to live on the moon
No, I don't want to live on the moon

haha HAPPY 2 YEAR BABY wah so very long together hor haha i juz completed the ninja game may play again cos gt quite a few stuff to unlock, haha so happy cos i hav a wonderful gf, army life is treating quite well, getting promoted soon, if lucky may b appointment holder haiz the only bad ting is when oc get back dunno hw about the pass tings haiz tink i noe wad to tell him hope no extra hehe going to enjoy again dis weekend ya hehe mos of all im happy tat baby is happy hope she go thru a peaceful dip course and tat she stay happy ya

i had wonderful time baby last weekend hope can hav even better one dis coming weekend hehe baby gt me a mini mahjong set ya so happy but dis won't stop me frm getting the real mahjong table n set haha dis is only to slow me down HAHAHA so glad to hav u dis girl as my gf, my baby, my darling, my dear dear, my dar dar, my sweetheart, my bao bei, my baby gorilla, my baby hippo, my lao po heehee take care my dear dear pass ur dip wif flying colours ya n complete ur 3yr bond den we can slowly enjoy ourselves wif a gd holiday k dear love u MUACKS MUACKS

when december com the count down for my ORD date is coming FU** OFF frm army haha

happy 2ys ann baby!!!

2006-09-17T09:29:00.000-07:00

Happy 2yrs ann baby!!!!
e world's full of ppl wif diff types of personalities..yet,tis 2 person wif 2 total diff temper n habits can still get together n share their time n luv together..it's really diff for tis 2 ppl to meet..n is super diff for em to fall in luv n stay together n nvr part..it's all on god's decision..n i'm lucky to say tat i'm v happy to meet baby n be his girl on 17/9/04...2 yrs ago..i luv u baby..tks for being by my side n u r super impt to me in my life..i'll cherish u n i'll change for e gd..happy 2yrs ann honey~muacks~

simpsons test

2006-08-25T09:14:00.000-07:00

http://www.blogthings.com/thesimpsonspersonalitytest/

hAPPY 23RD MTH ANN...

2006-08-23T23:28:00.000-07:00

*~hAPPY 23RD MTH ANN~*

baby..happy 23rd mth ann..ya i know u'll get really shy whenever i say those sweet nothin but nothin gonna stop me frm sayin it k..i meant wat i said..i luv u..tks for being so concern n cute towards me n i really can't live without ya ya...i wanna grow old wif u n hope u'll wan to grow old wif me...muacks baby..

u r mine..my everything...

luv u lots..

cutie us...

huge argue..

2006-08-01T19:42:00.000-07:00

had a big arguement wif u,u might think tat i wanna cause u to be unlucky for yr life..but do u know why i use tat qns at e 1st place?? i jus wanna e truth frm u..everything won't start when u dun lie,dun even look at e girl at e 1st place..wat hurts me de most?? is when u told me why dun i look as pretty as tat girl so tat u won't look at others girls anymore..it's so hurtful..imagine u hear tis frm me,dear why dun u look handsome n smart so tat i wouldn't look at others guy anymore..i nvr even look at guys since we r together..sometimes i jus joked wif u abt simons n gun..but u know i wouldn't ya..though u say tat it's jus a joke,it's not funny n it's super hurtful..maybe being together 1yr plus ago was a mistake..i jus dunno..yesterday i think a lot n a lot of questions came into my mind..
-wat if we break up??will u go find another gf??
-adjustment to our lives after we break up..
-can we still be friends after break up??
-will u uphold yr promises by not lying anymore??
-should i believe u again though i gave u so many chances even though u lie so many times to me thru out our whole relationship??
-will we go back to e old times where we luv each others so deeply??
if we go back to normal,will we break up in e future?? or even a divorce after marriage???
so much to think abt..i jus need time..for e time being..jus reamain as per normal..til i get my ans..i still luv u a lot a lot..

Such a long time.........

2006-07-31T08:00:00.000-07:00

wah so long neber blog, the last entry duno hw long ago..... haiz so many tings happen but so little time to type sia... dis army is really awaste of time sia esp dis sucks unit im in, at least pple serve 2 yrs can learn sum stuffs, me leh haiz my unit so secrective dis cannot tat cannot everyting cannot.... only ting i learn is frm the contractors hu com here to repair or do maintence sia tink after army can go b carpenter or air con man sia sucks leh army..... recently celebrate my baby's birthday if it was not for my misforunate i suffered during june to july i can do sumting much better, but even under a tight budget i could still make sumting gd about it ya n she enjoyed tat is enough for me im happy tat she is happy.... aug.....sep.....oct......nov......dec......jan......feb......mar....apr.....may.....and........ wads after tat??? jun ORD!!!!!!!!!!!!! freedom frm f**k place hahaha so happy to leave tat piece of shit place, wasted 2 yrs of my time tat cannot b replace sia nw all i wan is my baby to be happy.... nw she is 19yrs old le hope she can learn to b a gd ger n b more mature ya study hard n pass her dip wif gd results love her my baby muacksss

baby..i'm leaving for thai...

2006-06-17T19:58:00.000-07:00

baby..i'm gonna miss u so so much...wha,another challenge came n we mus brave it k..better dun commit tat mistake again or else we'll... i mean it ya..i hate it lots n u really break my heart tat min u told me e truth..jus cannot controlled e tears ya..dun lie le k..i luv u alot n pls dun break my heart agin..remember to sms me day n nite lus i'll make spot check calls k..no girls k..haha...i;ll buy lots of things for u provided they sell ya..luv u dearie ya..miss u a lot...muacks honey!!!!!

Happy 20th mth!!!!

2006-05-22T08:15:00.000-07:00

hAppY 20TH mTh aNn BaBy zAnE~!!!
it's 11.13pm now..waiting for 12pm to strike..i wanna wish baby happy 20th mth ann first,always lose to him de,haha..i'm really happy for wat baby hav done for me since 19/7/04..so many memories we've shared n i'm really really v blessed to hav him by my side,now our temper has finally tone down a lot n tis has miminmise de chances of argues to occurs ya..baby,i'm jus curious n wonder wat will u do during my thai holiday??will u go find other girls??haha...i'm so silly ya..haha,of cos i trust u k!!!n pls behave yrself k..haha..save up a bit of winnings for rainy days k..a bit can le..happy 20th mth ann!!! i luv u dear!!!! luv u deeply!!!!!miss ya so much.fri i'll pass u yr present k..haha..v nice de..muacks baby~

baby..suprise..

2006-05-15T07:30:00.000-07:00

baby..wha,long time no blog le ya..i was so shocked to see u at AH on thurs..sorry for being so attitude ya,i really love u alot but i jus dun like u to be tat way k..always play majong..but i'm oso at fault k..iim e one who let u go n play ya..nvr mind k,we've grow closer again ya..do take care of yrself k,sorry for not being able to stay over last sat due to my eyes..my eyes is always so suay de ya..hai..i luv u hubby,do take care of yrself k,misses u lots~muacks~

tks a lot baby..

2006-04-27T20:10:00.000-07:00

baby,tks for giving me so much confidence n believing in me..finally pass le ya!!nth is better den tis..my hard work is finally paid off ya,dear..tks for giving me all de support i needed n all those calls b4 i got into de examination hall to wish me e best of luck..so thoughtful of u to call at 12 last nite,i really thought u would continue slping til i wake u up by calling u when de results is out..all along i thought slping is more impt den me in yr heart..i'm totally wrong!! tks dear..tml we shall celebrate k..luv u baby..u r best i ever had!!!! luv u luv u...muacks my hubby zane~

Long Time

2006-03-29T23:13:00.000-08:00

So long neber blog le all thanks to army haizzz wah dis few mths had so much fun wid darling baby haha hehe had a wonderful bday celebration ya so much fun, the frm started frm sat to tues ya haha sat was bloodly wasted to the max haha well apr 8 i will hav revenge hahaha den sun baby brought me for a wonderful time out the whole entire day ya hahaha den mon had fun wif my shatec frends wow really enjoy sia den tue went to celebrate wif my mum & baby on the actual day ya so fun, dis few days eat alot sia tink ate the weight of a baby cow hahahaha & oso spent alot haiz but dun worry money can earn back but time cannot so long as i enjoy wif baby can le sumore she enjoyed wif me frmsat all the way to tue the end of my bday block leave hahaha den in dis mth we broke another record ya last yr march we watch a total of 6 movie together dis mth march 06 we watch a total of 7 n i watch 8 the eighth one is a R21 so baby cannot watch hahaha tat was transamerica haha i didn't realise i was 21 hahaha n i was making a lot of noise hahah even the staff did nt check our ic sia it was me sam & mich ya, the shows we watch are Underworld Evolution, Big Momma House 2, Date Movie, The Shaggy Dog, The Hills Have Eyes, Nanny Mcphee and V for Vendetta plus the one i did not watch wif baby id Transamerica so much fun dis march ya haha all kanna spoiled by the stupid duty in camp haizzz so happy tat my baby plan my bday celebration well n im VERY VERY happy, glad n thankful for the presents she gav me ya thanks you dear dear love u always ya muacks muacks love u lots lots

ps Sorry Baby Muacks~!~!~!~!

happy 18th mth ann dear!!!!

2006-03-23T04:56:00.000-08:00

Happy 18th mth my dear~see,we've start another char of my life le..one and a half year together,we've break another record le..wha,really lookin forward to many years de ann eg. 4yrs ann,10yrs ann!!! haha,tks for having so much patience towards my hot temper ya..u shld know tat i luv u alot ya..luv u too much le..i wanna see us last til long long k..LOTR's coming le..i think!!! haha..muacks my bao bei,wife char luv u so much ya~~HAPPY 18TH MTH MY BAO BEI!!!

e guy tat make me fall in luv so deeply in

my MR right

my one n onli luv....

happy 22 nd birthday my baby!!!!!

2006-03-06T21:33:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u,happy birthday happy birthday ,happy brithday to u!!

baby,happy 22nd birthday,so glad tat i get to celebrate yr birthday wif u frm sat til tues ya..suprise right getting yr everlast jacket as yr birthday present,wat u wan i will get it for u k,wanna wish my hubby a happy 22 nd birthday,wish him all e best in life,no stupid duty on weekend got lots lots of $$$ to buy anything tat he wan,post out quickly n more,baby,hope u like our day out on sunday to mount faber,romantic right,haha..but i dun like e mosquitos ya,haha....behave k,i luv u lots lots n muacks baby!!! luv u always n for more years to come all yr birthdays i'll be celebrating wif u k~muacks~i'll nvr leave u!!!!

yr fav everlast brand!!!! i purposely go n find tis pic for u ya!!

baby~everlast ya..haha....

baby's birthday is coming...

2006-03-04T00:38:00.000-08:00

baby,i'm so happy tat i made a right choice of buyin e jacket,so shocked ya u when u opened de trash bag,haha..ok tml de prog is so scary ya..wha,hopefully e plan will be carry out smoothly ya..haha..i luv u baby..suprise suprise suprise is coming!!!!

It's been a long time

2006-02-18T07:18:00.001-08:00

Yawnzzz so long neber blog le ya sorry baby coz gt so many duties ya one day duty one day off can die u noe although will b in camp for half the mth only ya hehe haha anyway i hav heard wad i wanted to hear for a long time le haha finally im perm c2l2 haha but dunno when can re-locate worst still cpc say i still fit ti b RP den i die le cannot post out haiz really enjoyed today the movie so nice ya haha but it didn't break me haha sianz tml gt duty haizzzz nvm ya will try to pass the time fast wif my gadets hahahaha kk tml stay at hm n study kk im happy abt dis afternoon surprise ya haha abit shock hahaha r u happy wif ur shopping today??? the glasses r nice ya kk will try to blog regularly k dear TRY ya haha kk im so tired nw going to slp le take care dear dear love my darling charlene baby muackzzz

It's been a long time

2006-02-18T07:18:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE BABY!!!!!!

2006-02-14T05:11:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE BABY!!!!!!
bb,happy valentine once again ya..i luv e wallet tat u gave me ya.hope u really like e heart shaped pasta,marshmallow n biscuits fondue n e pop corn..oso i hope u luv e stuffs tat i prepared for u..heehee..i luv e blur roses e most!!! i luv u hubby,no 1 can tear us apart..muacks~happy qing ren jie!!!!

stupid com is down...

2006-02-06T01:27:00.000-08:00

haha..happy new year baby!! happy tat u finally made a trip down to ah ma hse n most importantly,u hav played majong wif my relatives..n me most most importantly is tat..u even won $ 59 frm em..Hahaa..i'm lookin forward to de sunday de early valentine celebrations ya..hope u'll like de presents tat i buy for u n pls pls be romantic k..haha...i mean romantic ya...no jokes!!!! haah....muacks..i'll luv anything tat is frm u k..miss ya...

abt hubby's blog...

2006-01-08T22:34:00.000-08:00

Falling over for yr smile...

haha,,hubby finally blog le n sometimes i jus felt tat hubby was kind of sweet when he said something tat touched me so much..but..sometimes i felt a sense of insecurity when u like heck care of me..esp when u r so engrossed in yr computer games n PS2 when i'm in yr hse doin nothing ya..r games tat impt??to me..no lor..do u noe tat u hurt me so much on sat when we quarrell at heeren..i was feelin so lost when we went de separate ways ya..u lor,dun care of me like tat jus walk of..hai,i'll change k..u too ya..no vulgarities le k..but no matter wat happen,i still luv u alot,it;s gettin more n more..more den de amt since de every 1st day i fall for u..jus endure in yr camp k..it'll be son over ya,n i'll always be wif u k..luv u lots~MUACKS..

SIannnzzzzzzz

2006-01-07T22:04:00.000-08:00

Ohhhh long time no blog le cos of my camp new stupid system almost everyday gt guard duty ya sianzzz recently i attented a course a RP course ya it was fun learn alot of stuffs like hand cuffing pple haha quite fun sommore gt cert. hehe oh for my xmas dear completed the my simpsons set ya hehe keke as well as gt doom n deuce bigalow for me oso hahaha and a fake ipod sianzzz so angry ya my chinese new yr is gone due to dis stupid duty haizzz sumore my camp no malay's n only 3 indians den they cannot help us do on chinese new year haizzzz very angry sia but i had a wonderful time wif baby for the 1st week on jan 2006 hehe met her twice le hehe ohhhh nw is 06 another 1yr 6mths to my ord le hahaha haiz but still long once dis yr dec reach i can start to countdown le ya hehehe happy at least i can celebrate my xmas n new yr countdown wif dear dear hehe so fun ya i hate duty........... so gald i enjoy wif baby for xmas n new yr ya love u so much my baby dear dear MUACKSSSS~!~!~!~!!

hubby read tis pls....

2006-01-03T19:14:00.000-08:00

baby,i saw tis in de net which i found v meaningful ya..hope u can read it thru k??

Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind.If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings.

Girls are there to be loved, not TOYED around.Love her for who she is.Don't even think about changing any bit about her.6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities.She's special & she will stay that way.You change any part of her, you'll change her forever.
Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.

Love whole-heartedly.She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treasure her.She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love.

Don't expect perfection from her.She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.Like another girl while you're in a relationship?Then I think it's time you remain single for a while.
Tell the truth, never hide anything from her.If you want her to tell you everything, do the same.Be faithful, enough is enough.Socialise only when you're single.You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams.Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.

It never kills to be romantic.Think, be flexible.Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you.Something sweet & simple always get the job done.Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.Love her as if each day is the last.

Never, ever walk out of her life.She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die.It her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory.Don't leave her once you've won her love.Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death.If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.She chose you because she believes that you can fulfill your promise.Win her heart & love her forever.Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display, she's someone to love, not to show off to your "friends".Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you.Respect her for the way she is, never despise her & never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her...

happy 2006!!!

2006-01-01T19:19:00.000-08:00

Happy 2006!!!!

Happy 2006 baby!!wha..e starting of a brand new year la..hubby,i'm so glad to hav u all time by my side..heehee..wanna let u knock tat i'll loving u always n do take care at duty ya..our luv will nvr ends n muacks~bao bei i luv u...

happy 15th mth!!!!

2005-12-23T07:42:00.000-08:00

hubby!!!happy 15th mth ann!!!!wha..see we've come hand in hand for 15mth le..so happy ya..we looked so blissful n happy in e pic..really hope tat we can last as long as we lived ya..u know tat u r v impt to me de..i'll hole on to u forever k..i miss ya n do take care whenever i'm not around k..luv u my hubby~

hubby's off days~

2005-12-17T19:43:00.000-08:00

wha..i really enjoyed myself tis few days when i'm wif hubby ya..watched king kong n chicken litte wif him ya..nice ya..but i luv simpsons e most..hubby influenced me wif his fav show..e simpsons..super nice ya..i luv maggie e best n hubby luv bart n homer de best...haha....

e simpsons family!

i luv em ya....

see..homer's brain is so small....

haha..lame....

hubby luv de character "fish" in de chicken little de most...

fish in mutton class.....

The KING KONG...

such beautiful scenery.....

new web layout...

2005-12-11T19:05:00.000-08:00

baby..i 've designibg e new web lay out ya..oh,i luv it lots ya..hope u like it too..l luv u baby!!!

hubby's duty start le..

2005-11-11T22:27:00.000-08:00

oh..nowadays is been so busy for de two of us ya..me now started attachment n hubby's duty oso started ya..tats mean so diff to meet up ya even on sat n sun ya..so sad..no choice ya..but nvr mind,i'll always be by his side de,i'll nvr leave him for any other guys..doc too..haha...i'm v faithful de lor..hubby,u mus endure during duty times ya..i luv u so much k..must take gd care k..miss my hubby lots!!!!!!

Sispec to RP wahahaha

2005-10-25T19:45:00.000-07:00

Sispec warriors we are the warriors
Sispec warriors we are warriors proud to be...........

Sispec training is very very siong decided not to carry on wif the course the $700+ pay is nt worth it..... haha now im a RP Regimental Police at nee soon camp working hours mon to thurs 7.30am - 5.30pm fri 7.30am - 5.00pm hahah stay out camp so near my hm can mit dear dear le hahahaha but the sucks ting is gt guard duty to do haizzzz so sian den here so easy get extra and confinment haizzz nw muz pia my ippt so i can get silver take extra $100 den dun need to do RT yesterday was my 1st dat at work nt bad ya go there do the paper work den go thru interview den SLEEP until go hm den i went to mit dear for dinner hahaha today do abit of work, go see all the stand 2 area den go BOOK PPLE hahahaha today i book 7 cars for illegal parking hahaha den put a paper on their windscreen hahaha the most impt ting is can see dear dear can spend more time wif her..... if only she stay near to me den even better ya hahahaha dunno wan to dwngrde anot...... haiz if downgrade get less pay but will hav a better life den RP ya........... still tinking abt it..... dunno

spend a wonderful 13th mth wif baby last sat ya hahaha go watch transporter 2 den go hav dinner at country manna hahaha the food was gd there whooo also had my graduation last wed wahhhh finally ya gt my dip cert next will be a degree wahahahaha dear dear muz study hard this week gt paper on thur, sat and mon hope all can pass and score well also ya RP RP or driver driver ?????????? but scared cannot get driver if nt will be clerk n storeman haizzz it's a gamble gosh but wherever i go it is still stay out ya hahaha all 8-5 hehe dear muz take care ya you n study hard, hard work comes more play ya study hard k dear muacks soon in a blink of an eye it will b our 14th mth ya k love u lots my princess baobai still love u as much as when i first met u ya muacks

happy 13th mth ann...

2005-10-23T12:37:00.000-07:00

baby..times really really files ya..we've been together for 13th mth le..wha,tats really long ya..dunno why,recently we've more agrues goin on ya..but i know it's mostly my fault ya,i really can't control my temper well ya..but no matter wat,nothings gonna change de fact tat i still luv u so so much..far far more den anyone i luv b4 ya..u r de most impt person in my life ya, i wanna grow old ya wif y,i meant v v old tat type ya..til we old le still mus hold hand de ok???on le ya.if u dun hold,i'll hold on to u automatically de..haha...i'll nvr let u go k..i lurve u so so much n do take good care of yrself whenever i'm nt there k..happy 13th mth again darling..muacks~

happy actual 1 yr hubby~

2005-09-23T10:49:00.000-07:00

Happy 1yr ann hubby!!!
a poem wrote by me n myself tat i wanna dedicated 2 u ya...

I can't prove to you how much I love you
I'll try to say, but fails.

When you tell me how much you care
Words come easy, how can I compare?

i have no clue,Words to describe how much i exactly love you.
All I guess I can do is stay with you,never let you go, and always stay true.
I could hope that you'll know deep in your heart,I need you, and hate it when we are apart.
Words to describe my luv will always be difficult to find.
my love for you can only grow stronger each day
,and my heart for u will always be there....

1 yr ann!!

2005-09-17T10:44:00.000-07:00

baby..wha,today is our 1 yr ann le..cannot believe ya,wanna tell u de feeling i felt deep in my heart ya....
hubby,time went pass so quickly ya..so fast we are already been together for a year le,do u know tat i'm so happy for us ya..we still hav so many years ahead ya b4 de activation of our BIG plan at my 25 ya..i'll die die wait 4 u to finish yr 2yrs of army life de..no one can tear us apart k..u r de onli 1 tat i truly luv ya..i'll treasure de days we can spend time wif..cherish u..so glad tat i didn't choose kong wei n chose u ya..n glad tat we patched up when we break in de moment of anger ya..tks for all yr tolerance u gave me,de luv u showered me,e care u showed me ya..u make me realise tat de world was so beautiful ya..u make my world goes round for u ya..hubby~l luv u lots n miss ya lots..happy 1 yr ann again!! muacks..no matter wat happens,i'm gonna be at yr side at all times k...support u always..luv u lots~

POP OHHHHhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

2005-09-13T21:13:00.000-07:00

they say that in the army
the sergeant is very nice
you ask a simple question
they scold you c*** c*** b** ya

i dun wan to lead a army life
i juz wan to lead a simple life

finally 3mths of training is over, no longer hav to half left down le hahaha duno where will i be posted sia..... frm the way it's going tink i going sispec bah (sergeant), but shatec cert nt recoginise so i may go be rifle man, dun mind be sergeant summore pay quite gd but sian sia 5mths of hardship again.... but i always wanted to be a driver or MP military police (provose), hehe MP is going 8 to 5 job can wear civi and can go whack pple everyone will be scared of u even also sir.... in army lost alot of weight sia lost abt 12kg bah wahhhh nw gt 2 weeks block leave haha so gd can pei my darling le hope can get a gd posting sumthing which i can hav more time so i can see my baby yawnsss so tired juz came back frm chalet nt enough slp sia....... so tired cannot tink le so long time neber blog le nw go orhh orhh le hahaha so happy my dear dear supported me all the way through my BMT training in tekong sumtimes feel like dwngrading but hav to recourse, thankss darling for yr support so happy to hav u ya take care baby love u lots n always muacksssss

happy 11th mth ann~

2005-08-23T16:32:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 11TH MTH ANN!!!
wha..long time nvr blog le..wha!! today is our 11th mth ya..isn't it amazing ya..we hav been together for 340 days le..honestly speakin,u r e best thing tat ever happened to me ya..i dunno wat will i be if i didn't met u at all ya..baby,wanna tks u for all de love care, concern, patience ,tolerances n more ya...oso i wanna say sorry for all de wrongs tat i've done..sorry hubby..i loved u too much to lose ya..let's wait for next mth ya..n we gonna be together for a year le..yippy!! i 've been lookin forward to it since de day i'm wif u ya..wanna be wif u forever ya..hope so ya..miss u so much ya...lovin u always k..muacks~

3 day de field camp..

2005-08-15T12:50:00.000-07:00

baby..i'm in sch now ya..jus eaten my lunch..burp!! yum yum..wha..today is our mini test ya..2 more days to go..heehee..i'm sure we can pass tis test de..i'm jus worried abt yr safety ya..hmm..hope thurs faster come so tat we can selebrate our 11th mth ann soon ya..yippy..in a mth time,we gonna celebrate our 1yr ann le..lookin forward to it ya..missin u always n i luv u so so much!!!call me once u r free on wed k..muacks muacks~huggies~

waitin for yr call..

2005-08-05T17:47:00.000-07:00

oh..heehee..today should be hubby's de last day of field camp le..how come haven call ya??faster call ya..waitin for yr call for so long le..i miss u hubby..really miss u alot..hope sun..we got de time to spend wif me ya..so long nvr see u le..oh..miss u so so much..darling,i luv u lots...give me a ring quick pls..muacks~

7 days de field camp..sux..

2005-08-02T12:47:00.000-07:00

darling..today is de 3rd day of our test ya..hmm..wat i can say ya..is i miss u,miss u ,miss u , miss u lots!!!oh,so lonely without u around n 7 days without contacting u is far far too cruel for us ya..haiz~ hope fri u can contact me asap n u r all right in e forest..
-no foot rot
-no mosquitos biting u
-no wild boar charging at u
-no snake around u
-sergerent super de gd,nvr sabo n tekang u...
darling i miss u lots...gtg for lesson le..hope sunday we can cam enjoy lots on sun ya..luv u darling..muacks~

celebrating for 18th birthady wif my precious de..

2005-07-23T08:23:00.000-07:00

hubby~tks for de romantic n suprising birthday celebration tat u've given me..i luv it ya..oso i wanna tks u for all de effort u put in to organised regardless de fact tat u r in camp ya..frm tis i know de place i'm in yr heart ya..u too..u r some one tat i cannot missed ya..i'm so happy today ya..yr gentleness has touched my heart..i luv u..heehee..10th mth le ya..2 more mths to go n we gonna be together for a yr le..tat was fast right..hope we can stay together as long as possible..til 25, n u can hav yr sons..hehe... i will keep to my promise to get yr speed bag k...concentrate inside k,u must take care of yrself inside,dun let me worry k..on de another hand,i 'll take care of myself de,hope i can really hit yr quota to 53kg k?? haha...give me time ya..really hard not to see u for so long ya...will miss u so badly in de 2wks de..hubby,i miss u lots..luv u always k..no butterfiles ya..luv u 4ever..muacks~once again..tks for de everything u hav done today n tis 10th mth ya..u've made a better me...i luv de ring n de roses lots...

heart-breaking news..

2005-07-14T19:18:00.000-07:00

hubby..do u know tat..i really felt a throbbing pain when u break de news to me..de field camp thingy..really so saddening ya..dunno wat am i gonna do when i cannot even hear yr voice even for a few sec ya..i'm goin to die due to de loneliness ..gonna miss u so much ya..pray hard tat we can spend a memorable n romantic birthday wif me can?..u noe tat leo gal needs lots of security de ya..i need u ya..althought sometime i did mention abt running away while u r in camp..deep in my heart i noe tat i won't de...i'm sure u noe me well enough tat.. tat i won't be brave enough to leave u ya..since 9mths ago, u hav already grow to be a part of me,a part tat i can't live without daily..baby,i really luv u lots ya..miss u so much daily...take care always k...muacks darling~

3rd book out~

2005-07-10T17:51:00.000-07:00

hubby..1 wk pass by again le..soon gonna be my 18th birthday le..v impt ya..u gonna plan it k? cos yrs birthday was planned by me ya..heehee..15 more days to go ya..yippy >_

2nd book out!!

2005-07-03T10:03:00.000-07:00

wha~so tired ya..hubby,was fun playin n singing along wif u de whole nite ya..misses u so much!! heehee..trust me , we sure got time for war of de world de....so tonight u gonna book in again le ya..hai~i gonna miss u so much ya..hubby...really..i luv u so much!! can we dun part?? can army faster end ??hai~gonna miss u so much again ya..baby!!i luv u..amways ya..next wk, we gonna hav fun again k..muacks~ n pls take care of yrself ya..

1st book in..

2005-06-26T23:47:00.000-07:00

heehee..so proud to see tat..u..hubby is e most handsome de recruits among so many recruits ya..n i luv u de most...baby,i miss u ya..wha 6 more days den i can see u ya..oh my god!! tml gonna lose weight again le..n u gonna be so stressed wif all de activites ya,,,dun worry dear, u sure can make it de..i have faith wif u k..heehee,i luv u so so much!!u'll nvr be replaced in my heart k...i misses u hubby!! sat gonna pick u up k..i will wait for sat de wor!!muacks!

hubby i luv u..

2005-06-26T02:15:00.000-07:00

so happy tat u finally came out le, misses u like crazy ya..hai but we still argue a bit ya..dunno ya when can we hold to????..due to miscommunication ya..i admit i'm a cry baby,i tend to tear more easily den u do..esp when u say tat our relationship is a useless one..so hurting ya..tears jus drop down..i oso dunno when u say til like tat..i was so so sad..nvr mind ya..but i still luv u lots ya.i luv u baby..always been loving u ya..take care of yr leg in camp k..luv u lots!!

Book Out Book Out Day

2005-06-24T06:45:00.000-07:00

left toe.... right toe..... keep up the tempo
left toe..... right toe.... wayhooo wayhooo ya
here we go again
same oh shit again
climbing up the 7 hills
one more day to book out day
book out book out day
book out book out day
up the hill
down the slope
up the hill
down the slope

any sweat??
no sweat chicken feet all the way

wahhhhh finally book out day wahhhhh 2 weeks in tekong wah so long neber see cars... people... traffic lights.... tv..... computer... and most impt my darling Charlene wah even typing also slow le wah heng my company is a slack and wellfare company... but the bad ting is we are the commanders batch haiz means abit siong for us wahhhhhhhh but nt bad still can cope hehe so long neber c my dear dear le but me gt call her every night hehe but neber c her for so long haiz miss her alot tml going out wif my darling yay hehe nt bad lah tekong thot it will be hell there haiz but the hell will begin soon when BMT start my backside is going to tear hahaha so tired everyday slp less den 7 hrs shit sia at least gt frends there all very friendly

training to be soliders
to fight for our land
once in our life
two yrs of our time
have you ever wonder
why must we serve
becos we love our land
and we want it to be free to be free YAHHH

stand up
be on ur guard
pple everywhere
do ur part
come on every soliders
soul and heart
do it for our nation
do it for our singapore YAHHH

looking all a round us
pple everywhere
children having fun
while we are holding guns
have you ever wonder
why must we serve
becos we love our land
and we want to be free to be free YAHHHHHHHH

haizzz anyway i will c how i will take it a week at a time cos if it is good i may wan to go sispec or OCS but if it sucks den i will start my nonsense and began to down grade hehehe already started my 1st step to downgrade le hehe cos me gt flat foot so c how ya k dun type so much my go spend the rest of my time wif my darling yaaa hehe

happy 9th mth hubby!!

2005-06-23T13:44:00.000-07:00

happy 9th mth hubby!! we've been together for nearly a yr le..tats long for me ya..really,baby i luv u n i'll nvr let u go..i'll be wif u as long as u want me to...ya..baby,tks for de trust u gave me while u r in de army ya,i really nvr look at guys le,eversince u went in,i've been missing u so so much..always lookin forward to sat n sun..of cos i oso luv de nite talkin time ya!! i luv u baby~let's celebrate our ann on de weekend ya..always be lovin n missing u de..yr wife of tat me ya,luv u....muacks!

missing him..my luv..

2005-06-19T23:50:00.000-07:00

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.Rushing to the phone once it rings at nite.. hoping that it's him.. Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u were out together. Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future. Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.It exposes u to loneliness.It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness. Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him..U feel as if u are being left alone. hai~i so lame ya..writin all tis..all becos i'm missin my hubby~4 days to see him ya..really luv him so much..missing someone really can be tiring ya...i miss u!!!

full of loneliness..

2005-06-19T08:56:00.000-07:00

hubby!!gd news ya..i've recover yr blog..so touched to read it..cry so much ya..tks lots baby~baby..u r in for 9 days le..n i simply cried for 9 days le..now still coping wif de loneliness tat u left me when u enlist in..oh my god..still got a long way to go ya..abt 2 yrs plus ya..now oso no mood to blog ya..now my goal for everyday was jus to wait for yr call ya..really look forward to every nite in yr free time ya..we create a special bonding ya..5 more days n i gonna see 7u le..sometimes really feel so lost without u ya..tat means u hav already be de essential to my living ya..lurves u so much..i misses u lots!!!

hubby de enlishment day~

2005-06-10T13:48:00.000-07:00

wha..we woke up at 6 plus cos he need to reach pulau tekong by 8.30am..he ya as usually can't wake up..haha..drag til 8 plus de leave de hse..his dad drove me,hubby n his mum to de jetty..luckily we made it in time for de boat ya... de boat trip was abt 10mins ya..den once we reach de island we were separated wif hubby..so me n his mum so brought around de campus to look around..it was de 1st time tat his mum n i talk so long ya..over 1 hr plus ya..she told me abt hubby,his another son,wayne++++lots of things la...me oso talk abt my family too..den we were bought to de auditorium to witmess de oath takin by hubby n e whole lot of army boys..by de time it ended, is already 12 le n my shift start at one..so i went to kissed n hug my hubby to bid him gd bye..den i went off to rushed to take de 12pm boat to de mian land..luckily me took a cab at de jetty there n reached de hospital by 1pm..changed already n went to work..i was thinkin of hubby de whole day at work..after work at 9 plus, i receive hubby de call..i cried again cos i was so happy to hear n his voice ya..i really miss him..once i reached hm, i call hubby to ask his well being n he need to rush off to slp le cos de rule in de camp was to light off at 1030 pm..i kiss him gd nite while i was still cryin ya..oh my god..nowadays i've become a crybaby le..among all de relatioships i have b4..hubby, was de onli guy de i luv so much,misses him every mins n sec of my life , really can't wait to see him on 24 june to celebrat our 9mth ann...i luv u hubby!!!
PS:hubby dun worry ya..u will hav my words ya..we won't hav bin bain..cos i luv u so so much..was cryin while i was typing again ya..i miss u..really miss u..it was so hard to misses u ya..i luv u ...muacks~

Last Blog before army

2005-06-09T19:37:00.000-07:00

on 26th may me n dear went to sentosa for pinic, enjoy alot there we covered almost every beach on sentosa, dear made sandwiches for us, after walking for abt 1 to 2 hrs went to siliso beach back to shangri la hehe met everyone there, hehe we went to the pool bar, Tommy my ex manager was so happy to c me back, abt a mth neber c them le.... Tommy 1st gave me a beer, follow by a "gao gao" long island tea, wah after that gave me a dbl shot tequalia wah after that 3 drinks i was floating aready n made dear laugh alot alot hehe after that we sat on the beach n we saw 2 rainbow omg so nice ya after while we left sentosa at around 7+ we went thru the hotel n met everyone we knew along the way ya hehe i oso manage to take my laundry powder frm laila for my army hehe after tat we had dinner at breeks in harbour front after that we went back hm........ the next day me n dear went to mei mei sch to take report bk hehe everyone thot that me n dear were mei mei parents haha after that we had lunch n bought some stuffs for dear's mum after that we headed hm for dinner, after the nice dinner we play games before i left for hm......... hehe den sat n sun was my off day hehe to spend wif my frends, sat i played the 2nd last mahjong wif my sec sch frends wah win big hehe some more win wif special hehe 1st time i win Da San Yuan hehe den sun i went to collect my membership card frm my club n attended 1 boring birthday party, everyone had to pay for their own food n drinks OMG, heng i eat dinner already juz had a drink den i went off..... 30th may, hmm nt so sure wad we did if im nt wrong we went for a show or dear juz slack at my hse either onebah hehe the fun lasted until 9th june.... the next day on 31th june tues i went to dear's hse, she n mei mei cook spag for lunch yum yum hehe den after tat we went to jurong to go to the snow city as well as ice skating ya, we started off wif snow city 1st, wahh the jacket smelly sia can't believe they still can earn money like tat, at snow city was fun play snow wif dear n mei mei hehe sommore fall dwn when i was running, after tat we gav the slide a try n it was fun hahaha i weight increase the speed when we went dwn the slope haha the speed was so fast tat snow flew into our faces, we kept playing wif the slides till time was up.... after that we quickly get rid of the jackets n headed dwn to the ice skating arena hehe again once in there i fell again haha so long neber ice skate abt 7yrs neber skate le very rusty hehe but after awhile i was ok le den went a fews rnds with dear beside me hehehe we ended at around 7.25pm n went for dinner at KFC, after dinner bought some dessert to eat n went to dear's hse shortly after that i went hm...... the next day 1st june i went to dear's hse to bake COOKIES to bring in to camp hehe i oso brought my dvd player for mei mei n dear to watch, i bought them lunch, soon after lunch we started the baking everyting was fine but when we placed the cookies in the oven the cookies pung che become flat de hehe kind of funny ya hehe keke but the cookies tasted gd dough tats gd enough hehe after baked teh girls watch dvd n i fell aslp hehe when i woke up it was dinner time n i had burger n fish for dinner hehe after that dear, mei mei n i played boh liao games hehe ahaha but still was fun ya hehe after that i went back hm.... the next day was thurs n dear came to my hse, i receive a msg frm my frends tat they were going for a show so we joined them hehe we watch I like to move it move it hehe we watch madagascar hehe watch till quite late den we share a cab back hm..... the next day which was friday dear came over my plce again n we slack at hm the whole day both of us were tired n did nt wan to go out hehe sat me n dearie went out can't remember where we went but i tink i went to dear's hse ya i went to dear's hse cos after that i went to my final mahjong session hehe lost abit but enjoyed alot hehe dear n mei mei could nt slp ya hehe me went hm late... the next day sunday dear came my hse n both of us really really do nt have enough slp hehe after tat dear had to go hm early cos on mon she start her attachment again on mon after work i went to AH n fetch dear after that we went for dinner n two shows at tiong bahru hehe it was fun we watch unleash n monster in law there i saw my frend n his gf.... after the show we went hm, the next day i met melody to do site inspection for a restaurant so she could celebrate her bf birthday, i help her choose mandiran hotel arghh dunno hw to spell cos it was revolving rest. after tat i bought a shirt for dear n went her plce for dinner hehehe after dinner we play wif mei mei n i went back hm... on wed 8th june i went to dear's plce 1st to drop my clothes there cos i was staying over at her plce hehe 1st nite there after that i brought her to orchard to change the size of the clothes i bought for her there we met mich n sam den we went to buy cindy birthday present n we had dinner... after dinner sam went back to change n mich went hm, me n dear when to mit karen they all cos tonite we were going clubbing at china black, dear was nt interested to go n she was nt a legal age yet to go as well as wearing wrong shoe to go in but thks to karen yi wei n gang they manage to hiong dear in hehehe 1st time for her in a disco gd experience..... hehe karen made her drink heheehehe there we dance till sam came after that we left at around 1.50am before i left i which everyone gd bye as it will b quite sometime before i c them again will MISS THEM ALOT haizzz sam oso wan to find hw the 1st 3 week is like n he ask me to tell him when i com out hehe we went to a 7/11 near dear's plce before we went to her plce..... hehe once we reach hm i laugh like crazy cos there was someone waiting for us there n it was MEI MEI, when she heard the door open she quickly open the door n jump out hehe n she was smiling when she saw us, we quickly bathe n prepared to slp before slping we played wif mei mei hehe.... at around 4.45am we sent dear's mum dwnstairs as she was leaving for hong kong, dear's mum oso gav me a red packet for luck in the army after that we went back to slp.... dear woke up at 10am n prepared breakfast for us after that we played uno before dear went to work... after that i went back to slp before going back to slp i made sure mei mei did her hm work in the room... mei mei woke me up at around 2.30pm to go buy lunch.... after lunch i pack my stuffs n made sure mei mei was fine before i left for hm...... i reach hm at around 3.50pm den i went to pack my stuffs for army.... tonite is my last nite in hm will nt see or slp in it until 3 weeks ltr oso tonite dear will spend the nite here oso n will go wif my mum to send me tml..... wah sian go army le wad a exciting few weeks, it was all well spent wif my dear n frends hehe will miss my dear most of all dunno hw n wad she's gonna do when im gone for 3 weeks hope everyting will turn up fine in camp c hw is it inside there will miss my dear dear alot alot tml's the day dear enjoy ur last nite k it will b quite some time before u c me again 3 weeks only very fast de k in 3 weeks lose 10kg k hahaha hehe love u lots my dear love u alot n always n will oso miss alot dun worry u will hear frm me on friday nite k miss u lots my love muackssss love u so much.... dis msg ends wif I love u Charlene baby muacks...................................................................

at snow city n ice skating ya..

2005-06-01T18:51:00.000-07:00

hubby..hope u like de prog at de sno city n ice skating ya..it was so so so fun ya..luckily i hav u wif me all tis time round ya..me simply like de throwing of snow around n de skating down of de slope..so fun ya esp when yr weight pull us down n when de snow came splashin onto our face when we slide down..can see tat sis enjoyed herself so much y when she came chasing u wif de snow ya..haha..den at de ice skating ring,it was so romantic when we skate together ya, i luv it ya..baby..as days went by,me get depressed so much ya cos we were left so little days le..we mus spend it together as much as possible k..hubby, i gotta go le..heeehee..meetin u soon wor..hubby there will be next time when we bring sis out again k..i luv u so so much ya..miss u baby...slurp~heehee...

hubby first dinner at my hse!!

2005-05-27T21:20:00.000-07:00

heehee..still remember e look on mum's face when u handled her her fav kueh n de durians ya?? she was grinning frm ear to ear..congrats!!u have successfully be introduced to my family members le..i'm so happy ya..hubby, tat means we have move on another step to our future le..so so happy..sis n dad hav oso accept u le..sis was so crazy playin wif u ya..haha..come my hse more often den..heehee..we hav left less den a week to be together ya..hai~baby miss u wor~gonna see u tml le ya..heehee..we gonna hav a exciting wk ahead ya..baby..i luv u peepes~~~muacks!!

visit to sentosa!!

2005-05-26T20:25:00.000-07:00

heehee..hubby did u enjoy yrself today?? i bet u hav ya..hope wat u like de prog tat i've planned for u ya..hmm..ya la, sumtimes u r right k..i'll listen to u de..cos u r my hubby wat..heehee..u ya, so high ya after drinkin de tequali shot..aiyoyo..still remember yr mr. construction man..haha..so funny ya..u've been really romantic today ya, frm helpin me to take my stuffs..to watchin sunset n stars..improve ya..keep it up..heehee..today i really like de romantic scene when we watch de 2 rainbows..when i was younger, i always thought of having a bf when i grow up, so tat he can share de beautiful scenery tat i always see ya..TODAY, i FINALLY fulfilled my wish le..really really happy ya..u are always makin me so happy de..v glad tat i hav found u ya..heehee..june 10 is coming le..a bit saddening ya..haiz~~ i wil endure..arghh! kk..i need to call u le..see u tml n dun be late k..i luv u always always..my luv for u nvr decrease at all..n its grows as times pass...luv u so much!! i miss u hubby~~ muacks~~

8th mth ann...

2005-05-23T16:07:00.000-07:00

Happy 8th mth ann!!!!whoo..we have been together for 8 solid mth le..so happy tat we have come so far ya..our luv is still goin strong n there's still so many obstacles ahead of us ya..eg.army...wha!! but i'm super duper sure tat we sure pass all de ya..heehee..althought we didn't do much on mon..but i'm super happy as long i'm spendin time wif u ya..u r so dear to me..tks for de earrings ya..it was wat i long for ..for quite some time le..luv u my darling so much..we will lived happily ever after de ya..i luv u baby..muacks~

whoo....back frm malaysia..

2005-05-21T19:54:00.000-07:00

heehee..back frm malaysia..hubby, i've fulfill wat i hav say ya..i went in to malaysia n "smuggle" de dvds tat u wan ya..well..ppl out there might think tat i'm crazy to help my dearie right..hmm..bu i think i did de right thing ya..do something tat can make my partner contented ya..hmm..i'm man yi le..as long he's happy..i'm happy...20 more days to go ya..hai~ cannot help to get depressed n more depressed day by day..de thought n being apart frm my luv..make me wanna cry ya..really ya..2 more days to our 8th anniversary le..i was super happy when dearie told me yesterday tat he felt tat our relationships was so unbeliveable long ya..means tat he can't believe tat we hav together so long le..seems like onli few short mths onli..dearie pls take care of yrself k..i dun wan to see u sick ya..thankful tat yr fever has subsided ya..really v thankful to hav u around for de past few mths..luv u really...miss u too....i luv u!!muacks~

It's been a long time

2005-05-12T19:40:00.000-07:00

Wooooo long time neber blog le, dear dear happy 7th mth ann. hehe ohh soon gonna go army le sian, heard frm my frends tat tekong xiong haizz sian like tat tink muz go chao keng le try my best to get into driver course like tat den can get my driving lic. if dun go driver course den mayb store man will b good, haizz but driver will be better, when in camp even if i am fit i muz act like nt fit....suffer abit of hardship n i will relac all the way hehe but the money is low haizzz dunno sia.... hehe wah very jia lat after 1 yr attachment nw gt 2 yr F type army haizz, hehe juz came back frm chalet nt long, enjoy sia but nt as fun as the last chalet, last chalet more fun , more pple.... this chalet sum hav to work... hehe manage to get sum pple to take MC sumore nt 1 day MC all 2 days and above wahaha..... 1st day nt much pple we juz stay in the chalet, play card, play PS2, watch DVD, buy BBQ stuff, and play wrestling wahaha... at the chalet cindy the most jia lat, we play dai dee loser go buy makan den she lose, she suck at everything, den we keep playing dai dee loser go buy breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper.... ahaha all the way she lose hehe den she buy makan all the way.... 2nd day more pple turn up den we have BBQ on fri n sat...... den when gt more pple cindy die the worst hehehe the gers make her go Mac, BK and KFC to take chilli n tomato sauce hahaha, den when she xia lan wif us she die badly, still remember we do submission hold on her, i gave her the figure 4 leg lock, den kelvin did a body sicssors, peter did a head sicsors and sam fart in her face WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA den we recorded dwn wad we did to her, they even record me giving her a full nelson slam wah lift her off the ground so high n she dwn hard on the bed almost breaking the bed wahahaha the last nite dear dear came n pei me wahhahahah so happy den we shared the bed, sumore tat nite the block oppsite gt fight between two gers tink drunk le ba break bottles all over the place, den tat dear of my still stand there c HAIYO cannot like tat le pple c nt happy later get invloved, learn frm experience last time we gt fight pple stare at us we also whack them so cannot ah wah chalet fun so many ting happen sumore our blk juz beside the haunted blk, but weird this time the haunted is open n there are pple staying there.... gald dear came n pei me at the chalet wahh love her so much ya so cute ya she hehe dun worry abt army dear, i will slack in there but will hav to suffer abit if i wan to relac in there no choice c hw still gt time to consider ya... rishi already dwn grade to pes C le tink sam oso doing the same... muz tink of way to do the same oso.... if gt doc letter is easier if nt i will hav to do it the hard way tat is by chao keng...... no matter wad dear u noe where i m ya love u so much ya muacksss still muz wait until Nov den get my cert. love u sweet heart MUACKSSSSSSS

33 more days to go...

2005-05-08T16:42:00.000-07:00

heehee..so happy tat went to chalet wif my dearest de sweetheart..always enjoy myself whenever i'm wif him ya..sorry tat tis few days i 've been v emotional ya..cry so easily n argue wif u ya..sorry ya..maybe 10 june is drawing nearer n nearer le..v v worried ya..i dun wan..dun wan 10 june to come..dun wan arghh!!!! so freaking pek chek wif 10 june ya!!!
today is mother's day wor~v happy tat hubby de mum loves de present tat we bought ya..dearie, yr mum was really v happy til grinning frm ear to ear ya..heehee..mus treat her gd k..aiyo..me v sleepy wor..all becos of yr n sam de rhythmically de snoring..haha...keepin my eyes so big wor!! heehee...jus joking..hubby~hmm...33 days to go ya...really dun wanna part wif u ya..always thinkin of u de ya..hubby..frm today onwards..i wanna spent lots lots lots of time wif u k...i luv u v much~~

7th mth ann!!

2005-04-25T10:30:00.000-07:00

haha..hubby!! happy 7th mth ann ya..heehee..really v happy tat we hav manage to tis far ya..
i will cherish u de ya..n mostly of all to wait for u for 2 yrs..v fast de la..heehee..but i can't help to feel sad ya..hai~~ ya..dun worry abt de alvin thingy ya..i can protect myself k..haha..hav a fun time wif u yesterday while playin wrestling WWE wif u ya..haha..v chu lu hor we 2..haha..play til so tired wor..haha..really a bit pai seh to let yr mum see us play til like dat ya..haha..but nvr mind wor..lucky we didn't do anything wrong ya..heng!!haha...hubby..u always brighten up my days ya..heehee...fatser finish up yr tc k..yr wife luv u lots ya..miss u super lots too..i luv u !! muacks~

wah..4th day of attachment..

2005-04-21T10:30:00.000-07:00

hmm..4th day of attachment le..haven seen u for so long..haha..let me count..see when are u goin to fulfill yr words ya..heehee..gonna spend my weekends wif u ya..nowadays i've been v tired wor..think walk around n do too many chores le..so sleepy once de shift is over..haiz~i dun like tis lor..even though i luv tis career v much..i luv u more ya..hope i REALLY wanna spend super lots of time wif u..sometimes..i hope..tat i can stay wif u..1st person to see when i wake up..is u...last person to see b4 sleeping is u..haiz~ onli manage to fulfill once..heehee,i'll try harder k..heehee..our 7th mth ann is coming le..so excitied ya..heehee..haven got time to buy yr present wor..dead meat le..heehee..i'll find time to buy de ya..promise..luv u so much!! hope..tis year doesn't hav a 10 june...i luv u v much!! muacks~~ me me wor!!

i luv u lots..

2005-04-16T08:30:00.000-07:00

so happy tat my exams are finally over n tat means i can accompany u lots le..but my stupid attachment oso gonna start sonn ya..start on at mon to 6th of may ya..dun worry ya, me gonna pei u more when my break comes til u go in ya..i cannot be help to worry abt us ya..hmm..i'm refering to e 3mths ya..so long ya..i dunno how am i gonna manage tis days when u r inside ya..haiz~so bloodly long!!arggh!!try to call me every nite can??hope so k..later me gonna help u wif yr tc ya..hope u can fast fast finish ya..den we can enjoy more k..n den e chalet we gonna do smtg romantic k?? hint*hint*...haha..i'm v happy tat frm e starting of e exams period u have been keepin up every nite to accompany me when i'm studyin ya..really v thankful for tat..n i wanna say sorry to u when i in a v bad n tiring mood ya..n when ''she" come..haha...know ya?? i'm v happy to hav u everyday ya, even though sometimes i can onli hear yr voice thru de phone ya..hai~~luv u lots k..i'll try to pei u as long as possible frm now onwards..trust me..miss u always n i luv u !!!muacks~

Sian~~~ haiz muz go army le

2005-04-14T16:15:00.000-07:00

It's has been quite some time since i last blog, hehe gd news & bad news, gd news is the 1 yr attachment is over le wahhhh bad news is i got a damn 20 000 words report to type n i go tat damn army to worry abt haiz.... kind of miss working at shang hehe on mon 11 apr i went back wif my other classmate to collect our cert. n had a farewell party ya the GM n almost everyone was there, we had a chat there den we had the cert. giving ceremony after tat i went co cont. my clearance, hehe try to stun as many sdc pass as possible keke, nw hav to cont. my report hope can finish before 29 apr cos tats the date line...... nw can concentrate on my darling Charlene le yayyyy hehe can spend more more time wif her le hehe dun worry ya dear abt the army i try my best to follow kian how n edric route ya sam oso wan to b like them he oso dun quite like to go in, but it is juz the 1st 3mths tat r bad tats all after tat is ok le ya, at least can enjoy until 10 june ya brendon oso going in but he go in july extra 1 mth later but he dun enjoy much cos his course finish in june.... hehe at least gt chalet to enjoy oso wahahaha hoping can go overseas before go in the army.... tml onwards can start to pei my darling le so long neber c her le haizz miss her alot, nw if can work part time at shang for sum extra cash ke ching !!! mus play play play leeeee muz oso train for the army chalet muz play until crazy like tat all i can say is to enjoy wif my dear until i go in love my darling so much hope when me in army she can study hard n concentrate more, will definitely miss her anot take care n study hard k muz study hard hor k love u lots lots MUACKSssss

i'm v sad!!!

2005-04-12T19:25:00.000-07:00

hmm..now dunno wat am i feelin now ya..i'm really v sad cos u r goin to army soon..i hate 10 of june....so much!!! i'll be thinkin of missin u so much..dun worry..i gave u my promise ya..i wouldn't run away de..cos u r e onli one tat i luv tis lifetime..believe me k..i'll try to spend as much wif u as possible ya..b4 u go in..take care my baby...i luv u lots~muacks~

exams period n dearie is so free ya...

2005-04-07T11:52:00.000-07:00

sian..exams coming le..n my dearie is so free nowadays ya..nvr mind..once i finish my exams..i will spend all e time i hav wif u ya..i wanna spend so quality time wif u b4 u go to army ya..i'll be super de crazy missing u when u r inside ya....hai..when i think of u..i miss u like carzy..every min of every day..so down whenever u r not around..let me endure tis few days of exams...support me k..i luv u lots, hubby!!! muacks~

bored at poly..

2005-03-30T09:46:00.000-08:00

nothing to do at sch sia..was scrolling thru de previous updates of our blogs.really touched n felt so sweet for somethings tat dearie wrote..really luv it lots..hmm..today is dearie de off day but i couldn't accompany him ya..really sad lor..so sorry tat i gotta meet friends for meetings ya..nvr mind..after my exams..i can even ton at yr hse sia..HAHA..k..hope so k..my back still hurts a bit ya..jus tat mum massage skills was really superb tat now my back is recovering le wor..u ya..better dun play wrestings wif me le hor..i dun wan to get injured again hor!!u promised me le ya..heehee..luv u lotsa dearie..take care lots n pls finish yr tc asap k...miss u lots!!! muacks~

6th mth le~~yippy!!

2005-03-23T20:37:00.000-08:00

wha..we've been together for 1/2 a yr le..i'm so happy..really happy ya...hmm..wat i can say is..i luv u so much,baby..happy sixth mth ann....tks u for being by my side at all times n whenever i'm sad, happy n everytime i can say...hope we 2 can last 4ever ya..no one is goin to tear us apart ya..we r so deeply in luv n i gonna stick wif u 4ever k...i promise..I LOVE U~~CHARLENE LUV ZANE ONG 4EVER!!!~~tml me gonna celebrate wif u le wor..presents doesn't matter a lot..wat i want most is yr heart, wanna hear u say i luv u,wanna u to hug me til e end of time, wanna spend every moment wif u no matter wat.....so butterflies out there...GET OUT OF OUR SIGHT YA!!! OUR EYES ONLI HAV EACH OTHER!!! luv u always baby, u r mine k..me too..r yrs...miss u so much...i luv u* muacks~happy 6th mthh ann!!

My 21st Bday hehe

2005-03-08T20:50:00.000-08:00

yayyyy 21 liao hehe gd n bad ya keke old liao le, again so many tings happen, so many tings happen ya..but too buz to type, me nw very worried abt my 20,000 word report haiz so sianzzz, so happy tat i enjoy wif dear hehe celebrate wif her frm sat nite until my bday itself... hehe, like it alot when dear do her specical trade mark hehe tat sound keke like all the presents given to me hehe.... had a big party on sat nite, invited shatec frends, relatives, sec sch frends, my frends n his relative, even had tommy there hahaha ate alot there, den on sun went out wif sam they all den treat them to sushi, hehe den my dearie came for a slp over hehe we played playstation 2 keke 1st time c a ger play hehe we played wrestling game hehe den we played GT 3 keke after playing we watch dvd, we watch kung fu hustle hehe MEI MEI present lucky the show nt faulty... watch watch, watch until 4am den we slpt, me slp on the floor while dear slpt on my bed, slp so comfortable until..............haiz around 10++ sumone woke me up AIYO den she go sch, while i dun hav enough slp tried my best to slp but cannot get back to slp lor so me go play game keke hehe haha afetr tat wait for my dear to com abck frm sch den we went out hehe den we mit sam again to buy clara's present, den around 7 dear took me for a yum yum dinner hehe so nice the food, n so nice my dear to bring me go there eat.... last mth for attachment den i can get the F out of the hotel hehe, den gt my report to worry abt haizzz but sam they all plan to book chalet or go overseas planning to go australia for holiday... hope my dear can go wif me ya hehe tink by den she having holiday but den, dun shld i go HDHM anot, nt muz pple going haizzz c hw ya still gt my NS to go sianzzz... so happy tat 21 liao but sad bcos i lao liao hehe k yay going to b 1/2 yr wif dear liao another 15 more dayss to go..... even dough bday over le still so happy mayb cos it's 21st ba hehe.... 1 yr older le so many pple tell me i hav the key le, what they mean is......freedom haha can put tattoo le wahhhhhhhhhh tink dis is the 1st time i blog so long..... c if dear can beat dis record ya hehe thanks dear for the dinner & spending time wif me before & after my birthday so happy & very extremly lucky to hav u wif me hehe really enjoy ur company..... wah type alot liao tml still off so gd ya but abit sian cos of my shift haizzz, still gt 10 days of leave to clear, going to clear it 1 shot when coming to the end of attachment.... a big kiss & thank u to my dear dear lao por, thanks for everything really happy tat i spend my bday wif u hehe love u so much sweet heart MUACKSSSssssss

dearie de birthday~~

2005-03-08T08:03:00.000-08:00

happy birthday my luv.....really hope all yr wishes come true ya,,wha, we spent abt 3 days together le ya..firstly is de party , den wif yr friends n lastly spent wif u onli ya..u nvr fail to make me happy de..wif de jokes,love n lotsa care ya...dunno wat am i goin to do if i dun hav u by my side ya..always loving u ya...oso hope u luv de present mus wear hor..haha...i wanna see ya..haha..den oso hope u like de programs tat i planned for yr birthday k..lastly..take care of yrself whenever i'm not around k...miss u hubby...luv u so much ya~~muacks!!!

Long Time No Blog leee

2005-02-28T19:45:00.000-08:00

haiz been very buz lately, cos of dis stupid department wif no life & a F type culture, my leave still dun approve neber die before ahh... sorry dear for nt blogging, so many many tings happen & so many happen tings to say since the last time i blog, but although i didn't blog i told her wad happen all dis while, oh dis week & next week is a big week for me hehe, my happiest mth of the yr is here yay hahah going crazy, haiz nvm xing ku another 1 more mth den can F off frm here, today vijay tok to me ask me after attachment n NS join rasa as full time staff, the position is a captain hmmmm c hw ya, still wan to study lehhhh, wah today do a lot of UPSELL, up a few rooms but the best is upselling the suite room, earn alot ya hahaha, dear hope u understand y very diff more me to blog, nw muz try to change shift wif keegan den can go ya, haiz nw gt more trainee here le can slack more hehe pek chek siaaa, still love my dear alot ya, dear dun worry ya no worries dun tink so much le k <-- im refering to u noe wad hehe i'll try to blog more often k, after attachment everyday blog oso can lor k love u my sweety sweety sweet heart, k hungee le... go makan makan

happy valentine day>_<"

2005-02-14T23:19:00.000-08:00

hmm..a big day again ya..being wif u has always been my happiest moment ya..reallly..u make me realise e beatuy of e world ya...dunno what will happen to me when u r not wif me ya...u r jus like oxygen tat are so essential to me ya...we mus nvr part ya..i promise..tks for e blue roses ya..i really luv it a lot ya..sp surprise tat u still remember wat i like ya...u r such a dear to me ya..luv u peeps...whwnever u r not wif me..i kind of feel so uneasy ya..u r tat impt ya..luv u so much wor..lastly..i luv u so much wor....hen ai ni de....darling..happy valentine!!

nervous de day....arggh..

2005-02-09T01:38:00.000-08:00

hmm..dearie..today was really a nervous day for me n u ya..was really happy tat u are willing to bring me to yr friends hse n yr mum side de friends ya..n me ya..was really happy when mum likes u when u came to my hse ya..she even asked u to come more often ya...u r e 1st guy tat i brought home de ya..keke...is like we hav move a one big step ahead to our future le..let's hope tis continue ya....luv my hubby so much ya..no matter wat..nthg can tear us apart ya...luv u so muach wor..misses u too.....maucks~

cny de eve....alone...wifout my luv

2005-02-08T03:39:00.000-08:00

haiz~ dunno why i got a feeling tat dearie won't bother to come n blog n write any testimonials for me le..not like b4...hmm...mayb..he's busy ba..hope is not e decreasing of luv for me ya..dun wan it to happen ya...haiz~~eve oso cannot pei dearie ..a bit sad ya..but nvr mind can meet him on thurs n sat ya...now still awake ya..dun wan to sleep ya...keke...a brand year is starting le..let's hope we can celebrate lots of new year together in e future ya...pray hard ya...k...i really luv tis guy a lot ya..he play a v impt part in my life..really...misses u so much yo....luv u always n muacks~

gettin nervous n more nervous..

2005-02-05T17:33:00.000-08:00

whoosh...long time no blog..keke..chinese new year coming le hope we can losta time to meet up k.. n hopfully..we can get to yr family gathering if yr work allow ya..keke..if cannot den nvr mind ya...bored at hm..dunno how's yr work ya..always more water k...esp take gd care of yrself whenever u r not around...luv u sooooo much ya....hope we can oso spend our 1st valentine together ya..hmm....i really wish we could ya...take care my darling....muacks~ misses u so much....~huggies~

make up for our 4th mth ann...

2005-01-28T19:10:00.000-08:00

keke... today really enjoy myself a lot..and so thkful tat u really bought a present for ting ya..keke..n was romantic when u sang tat song to me in yr arms..really touched ya..keke..hope there r lotsa days to come n we have a nvr ending story kk...keke...love u so much n really miss u a lot ya..kk..n was really so nice to have a nice dineer wif u n u really make me laugh non-stop ya....keke..but hor, cannot be so chu lu k next time..arghh..keke...i mus go now le..or else sure late liao~~cos me gonna meet u for dinner n shopping ya le ya...muacks~ i lurve u..n u r mine k..keke...n yr specs r nice ya....cheers~

lotsa quiz..deareie MUS see hor..

2005-01-26T21:16:00.000-08:00

Will we last 4 ever?
Your foundation is stronger than cement.
The piercing arrow of Time will bounce off you like a ray of light.
You will both change your last name...to Forever

Love Calculator through Numerology*~
Zane Ong n Charlene Heng
This psychic reading score range is often considered to be 'ideal.' The two of you share a common bond, a true connection, yet both are usually emotionally self-aware. Many times the partners will feel they have known the other much longer than they actually have; which can often be attributed to the deeper, subconscious emotional connection. The two of you share a great deal in common, but have enough differences to keep things 'interesting.'

Who rules your relationship?
Magic Kingdom (Mostly B’s)
Equality is the word to describe your relationship. You and your man have the perfect balance of compromise, trust and fun! Although not always a fairy tale, you’ve had some rough times but have made it through and only created a stronger foundation for your relationship.

Charlene's ideal wedding style~

What's Your Wedding Style?
Cinderella StyleNo doubt you have been dreaming of your wedding day since you were a little girl, when you and your girlfriend threw napkins over your heads and pretended they were veils. So it shouldn't be any surprise to you or anyone who knows you well that you're a traditional wedding type. What would your wedding day be without a walk down the aisle to Wagner's "Bridal Chorus" (otherwise known as "Here Comes the Bride"), the bouquet toss, a dance with dad and a grand cake-cutting moment? As long as your groom agrees with your traditional plan, you're all set. The best part: Going the traditional route often makes planning easier -- your service providers should understand and be able to carry out your wishes without any confusion or risk of miscommunication.
One thing to remember, though: Just because your wedding is traditional doesn't mean it can't include elements that truly reflect who you and your groom are and why you love each other. Consider writing your own vows, serving your favorite food or adding a touch of your ancestry to make your wedding extra special.

how romantic is my guy~
Not Sooo Bad
Your guy's got the idea: He tries to remember important occasions and makes a good effort to do things that make you feel wanted and understood. He may, however, think that what you call "the little things" (flowers, romantic dinners) are way over the top. It's up to you to teach him that they're not. (He is not a mind reader, you know!) So share your thoughts and soon your guy could get bumped into the super-romantic category.

4th mth le..so fast ya...

2005-01-24T20:29:00.000-08:00

yo..my hubby~~ keke... so fast we 2 have alread been together for more then 120 days le ya..keke...more to go ya...luv u so much worz..keke.. a bit mushy hor..haha..we mus re celebrate agin ok..on thurs ya..dun care ya...k..make it short..wanna be yours forever n u r mine forever too.....keke..k~take care of yrself always n no matter wat.. me, will always stay by yr side de...muacks*~

4th mth soon le....

2005-01-22T19:23:00.000-08:00

me wanna faster write ya..cos now still haven change n i need to meet u ya at 8.30 keke....wanna tell u how impt u r to me ya.. to me...now u r like oxygen cos without yr presence, u make me uneasy n i need u to keep me alive ya..no matter wat happen i'll always be by side..n i mean it ya..BY YR SIDE...i really luv u ya..tml is our 4th mth le, so happy ya..to have u as mine..keke..mine ya..haha...butterfiles dun ever try to snatch it frm me worz..keke...cos dearie has been like honey guled to me le...haha....or another words..i glued to u ya....lastly. take v=care my luv worz~~miss u n muacks~

seed of chucky...e luv of us~

2005-01-15T23:41:00.000-08:00

so happy ya..keke....wat we planned today to go watch movie..works quite well ya...tis few days..my temper is really a bit bad ya.think is tat..ya...keke...sorry ya dear..hope u can understand me ya..ok...valentine is coming le...mus fast fast think of it le..wat to do all tis...driving me crazy sia..haha...den was glad tat u managed to rush to meet me at 9pm when u finish late ya..no choice ya..we onli hav thurs n fri or sat ya to spend time ya.....haiz~~e action of rushin down make me noe how much i really mean to u ya..was amazed when u told me gently , "i was so fortunate to hav u..." i was so touched ya..really!! u make me luv u more loh..luv u lotsa yo..den e fortunate biscuit was really spot on loh..haha..it says," yr relatioship begins to blossom". ...hope it true ya..always growing de...non-stop ya..keke....mus faster planned wat to do le on valentime ya..heehee.....luv my baby so much...u make me crazy ya....miss u always de .....take care n muacks~~

romantic de date...

2005-01-13T23:12:00.000-08:00

abt 4 days nvr see u le..haiz~~ was really missing so much sia..haiz~~ hope 1 wk at least can meet twice loh..today was really touched when u suddenly say..i help u carry yr bag..i help u open de door.,....all tis ya..wha~ really nvr see ya do all tis b4 ya..esp helping me wif my bag ya...keke.. so sweet yo..keke..dun worry ya...lynn n ein sin won't dislike u de worz..they r nice gals ya..haiz~ today onli spend 9 hrs wif u loh..so fast pass le..haiz~ always thurs was my happiest day in e wk cos can see hubby le..haha...dun worry ya..i SURE wait for u in de ns period ya..haha......jus now u really scared me off sia..suddenly so serious ya..i jus ask ask onli worz..dun take it bseriously ya..luv u too much n won't give u up to others girls de..u can onli hav me k..u say de ya..uphold yr promise ya..haha..hope we always hav losta time together ya..today so funny de ...1st time play pool wif u ya..keke...hope i'm not too bad ya...haha...mus take care n we mus stay close ya..no matter e distance..love can works miracles...yeh!! luv u losta baby...take care worz..muacks~~

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