`take my HAND,baby*...NEVER let go cos We goOna laSt forevEr...-

*~madly in love wif u~*

Sunday, June 26, 2005
11:47 PM

heehee..so proud to see tat..u..hubby is e most handsome de recruits among so many recruits ya..n i luv u de most...baby,i miss u ya..wha 6 more days den i can see u ya..oh my god!! tml gonna lose weight again le..n u gonna be so stressed wif all de activites ya,,,dun worry dear, u sure can make it de..i have faith wif u k..heehee,i luv u so so much!!u'll nvr be replaced in my heart k...i misses u hubby!! sat gonna pick u up k..i will wait for sat de wor!!muacks!

kisses n huggies 4 u,baby....

*~madly in love wif u~*

so happy tat u finally came out le, misses u like crazy ya..hai but we still argue a bit ya..dunno ya when can we hold to????..due to miscommunication ya..i admit i'm a cry baby,i tend to tear more easily den u do..esp when u say tat our relationship is a useless one..so hurting ya..tears jus drop down..i oso dunno when u say til like tat..i was so so sad..nvr mind ya..but i still luv u lots ya.i luv u baby..always been loving u ya..take care of yr leg in camp k..luv u lots!!

kisses n huggies 4 u,baby....

*~madly in love wif u~*

Friday, June 24, 2005
6:45 AM

left toe.... right toe..... keep up the tempo
left toe..... right toe.... wayhooo wayhooo ya
here we go again
same oh shit again
climbing up the 7 hills
one more day to book out day
book out book out day
book out book out day
up the hill
down the slope
up the hill
down the slope

any sweat??
no sweat chicken feet all the way

wahhhhh finally book out day wahhhhh 2 weeks in tekong wah so long neber see cars... people... traffic lights.... tv..... computer... and most impt my darling Charlene wah even typing also slow le wah heng my company is a slack and wellfare company... but the bad ting is we are the commanders batch haiz means abit siong for us wahhhhhhhh but nt bad still can cope hehe so long neber c my dear dear le but me gt call her every night hehe but neber c her for so long haiz miss her alot tml going out wif my darling yay hehe nt bad lah tekong thot it will be hell there haiz but the hell will begin soon when BMT start my backside is going to tear hahaha so tired everyday slp less den 7 hrs shit sia at least gt frends there all very friendly

training to be soliders
to fight for our land
once in our life
two yrs of our time
have you ever wonder
why must we serve
becos we love our land
and we want it to be free to be free YAHHH

stand up
be on ur guard
pple everywhere
do ur part
come on every soliders
soul and heart
do it for our nation
do it for our singapore YAHHH

looking all a round us
pple everywhere
children having fun
while we are holding guns
have you ever wonder
why must we serve
becos we love our land
and we want to be free to be free YAHHHHHHHH

haizzz anyway i will c how i will take it a week at a time cos if it is good i may wan to go sispec or OCS but if it sucks den i will start my nonsense and began to down grade hehehe already started my 1st step to downgrade le hehe cos me gt flat foot so c how ya k dun type so much my go spend the rest of my time wif my darling yaaa hehe

kisses n huggies 4 u,baby....

*~madly in love wif u~*

Thursday, June 23, 2005
1:44 PM

happy 9th mth hubby!! we've been together for nearly a yr le..tats long for me ya..really,baby i luv u n i'll nvr let u go..i'll be wif u as long as u want me to...ya..baby,tks for de trust u gave me while u r in de army ya,i really nvr look at guys le,eversince u went in,i've been missing u so so much..always lookin forward to sat n sun..of cos i oso luv de nite talkin time ya!! i luv u baby~let's celebrate our ann on de weekend ya..always be lovin n missing u de..yr wife of tat me ya,luv u....muacks!

kisses n huggies 4 u,baby....

*~madly in love wif u~*

Sunday, June 19, 2005
11:50 PM

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling.Rushing to the phone once it rings at nite.. hoping that it's him.. Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u were out together. Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future. Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.It exposes u to loneliness.It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness. Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him..U feel as if u are being left alone. hai~i so lame ya..writin all tis..all becos i'm missin my hubby~4 days to see him ya..really luv him so much..missing someone really can be tiring ya...i miss u!!!

kisses n huggies 4 u,baby....

*~madly in love wif u~*

hubby!!gd news ya..i've recover yr blog..so touched to read it..cry so much ya..tks lots baby~baby..u r in for 9 days le..n i simply cried for 9 days le..now still coping wif de loneliness tat u left me when u enlist in..oh my god..still got a long way to go ya..abt 2 yrs plus ya..now oso no mood to blog ya..now my goal for everyday was jus to wait for yr call ya..really look forward to every nite in yr free time ya..we create a special bonding ya..5 more days n i gonna see 7u le..sometimes really feel so lost without u ya..tat means u hav already be de essential to my living ya..lurves u so much..i misses u lots!!!

kisses n huggies 4 u,baby....

*~madly in love wif u~*

Friday, June 10, 2005
1:48 PM

wha..we woke up at 6 plus cos he need to reach pulau tekong by 8.30am..he ya as usually can't wake up..haha..drag til 8 plus de leave de hse..his dad drove me,hubby n his mum to de jetty..luckily we made it in time for de boat ya... de boat trip was abt 10mins ya..den once we reach de island we were separated wif hubby..so me n his mum so brought around de campus to look around..it was de 1st time tat his mum n i talk so long ya..over 1 hr plus ya..she told me abt hubby,his another son,wayne++++lots of things la...me oso talk abt my family too..den we were bought to de auditorium to witmess de oath takin by hubby n e whole lot of army boys..by de time it ended, is already 12 le n my shift start at one..so i went to kissed n hug my hubby to bid him gd bye..den i went off to rushed to take de 12pm boat to de mian land..luckily me took a cab at de jetty there n reached de hospital by 1pm..changed already n went to work..i was thinkin of hubby de whole day at work..after work at 9 plus, i receive hubby de call..i cried again cos i was so happy to hear n his voice ya..i really miss him..once i reached hm, i call hubby to ask his well being n he need to rush off to slp le cos de rule in de camp was to light off at 1030 pm..i kiss him gd nite while i was still cryin ya..oh my god..nowadays i've become a crybaby le..among all de relatioships i have b4..hubby, was de onli guy de i luv so much,misses him every mins n sec of my life , really can't wait to see him on 24 june to celebrat our 9mth ann...i luv u hubby!!!
PS:hubby dun worry ya..u will hav my words ya..we won't hav bin bain..cos i luv u so so much..was cryin while i was typing again ya..i miss u..really miss u..it was so hard to misses u ya..i luv u ...muacks~

kisses n huggies 4 u,baby....

*~madly in love wif u~*

Thursday, June 09, 2005
7:37 PM

on 26th may me n dear went to sentosa for pinic, enjoy alot there we covered almost every beach on sentosa, dear made sandwiches for us, after walking for abt 1 to 2 hrs went to siliso beach back to shangri la hehe met everyone there, hehe we went to the pool bar, Tommy my ex manager was so happy to c me back, abt a mth neber c them le.... Tommy 1st gave me a beer, follow by a "gao gao" long island tea, wah after that gave me a dbl shot tequalia wah after that 3 drinks i was floating aready n made dear laugh alot alot hehe after that we sat on the beach n we saw 2 rainbow omg so nice ya after while we left sentosa at around 7+ we went thru the hotel n met everyone we knew along the way ya hehe i oso manage to take my laundry powder frm laila for my army hehe after tat we had dinner at breeks in harbour front after that we went back hm........ the next day me n dear went to mei mei sch to take report bk hehe everyone thot that me n dear were mei mei parents haha after that we had lunch n bought some stuffs for dear's mum after that we headed hm for dinner, after the nice dinner we play games before i left for hm......... hehe den sat n sun was my off day hehe to spend wif my frends, sat i played the 2nd last mahjong wif my sec sch frends wah win big hehe some more win wif special hehe 1st time i win Da San Yuan hehe den sun i went to collect my membership card frm my club n attended 1 boring birthday party, everyone had to pay for their own food n drinks OMG, heng i eat dinner already juz had a drink den i went off..... 30th may, hmm nt so sure wad we did if im nt wrong we went for a show or dear juz slack at my hse either onebah hehe the fun lasted until 9th june.... the next day on 31th june tues i went to dear's hse, she n mei mei cook spag for lunch yum yum hehe den after tat we went to jurong to go to the snow city as well as ice skating ya, we started off wif snow city 1st, wahh the jacket smelly sia can't believe they still can earn money like tat, at snow city was fun play snow wif dear n mei mei hehe sommore fall dwn when i was running, after tat we gav the slide a try n it was fun hahaha i weight increase the speed when we went dwn the slope haha the speed was so fast tat snow flew into our faces, we kept playing wif the slides till time was up.... after that we quickly get rid of the jackets n headed dwn to the ice skating arena hehe again once in there i fell again haha so long neber ice skate abt 7yrs neber skate le very rusty hehe but after awhile i was ok le den went a fews rnds with dear beside me hehehe we ended at around 7.25pm n went for dinner at KFC, after dinner bought some dessert to eat n went to dear's hse shortly after that i went hm...... the next day 1st june i went to dear's hse to bake COOKIES to bring in to camp hehe i oso brought my dvd player for mei mei n dear to watch, i bought them lunch, soon after lunch we started the baking everyting was fine but when we placed the cookies in the oven the cookies pung che become flat de hehe kind of funny ya hehe keke but the cookies tasted gd dough tats gd enough hehe after baked teh girls watch dvd n i fell aslp hehe when i woke up it was dinner time n i had burger n fish for dinner hehe after that dear, mei mei n i played boh liao games hehe ahaha but still was fun ya hehe after that i went back hm.... the next day was thurs n dear came to my hse, i receive a msg frm my frends tat they were going for a show so we joined them hehe we watch I like to move it move it hehe we watch madagascar hehe watch till quite late den we share a cab back hm..... the next day which was friday dear came over my plce again n we slack at hm the whole day both of us were tired n did nt wan to go out hehe sat me n dearie went out can't remember where we went but i tink i went to dear's hse ya i went to dear's hse cos after that i went to my final mahjong session hehe lost abit but enjoyed alot hehe dear n mei mei could nt slp ya hehe me went hm late... the next day sunday dear came my hse n both of us really really do nt have enough slp hehe after tat dear had to go hm early cos on mon she start her attachment again on mon after work i went to AH n fetch dear after that we went for dinner n two shows at tiong bahru hehe it was fun we watch unleash n monster in law there i saw my frend n his gf.... after the show we went hm, the next day i met melody to do site inspection for a restaurant so she could celebrate her bf birthday, i help her choose mandiran hotel arghh dunno hw to spell cos it was revolving rest. after tat i bought a shirt for dear n went her plce for dinner hehehe after dinner we play wif mei mei n i went back hm... on wed 8th june i went to dear's plce 1st to drop my clothes there cos i was staying over at her plce hehe 1st nite there after that i brought her to orchard to change the size of the clothes i bought for her there we met mich n sam den we went to buy cindy birthday present n we had dinner... after dinner sam went back to change n mich went hm, me n dear when to mit karen they all cos tonite we were going clubbing at china black, dear was nt interested to go n she was nt a legal age yet to go as well as wearing wrong shoe to go in but thks to karen yi wei n gang they manage to hiong dear in hehehe 1st time for her in a disco gd experience..... hehe karen made her drink heheehehe there we dance till sam came after that we left at around 1.50am before i left i which everyone gd bye as it will b quite sometime before i c them again will MISS THEM ALOT haizzz sam oso wan to find hw the 1st 3 week is like n he ask me to tell him when i com out hehe we went to a 7/11 near dear's plce before we went to her plce..... hehe once we reach hm i laugh like crazy cos there was someone waiting for us there n it was MEI MEI, when she heard the door open she quickly open the door n jump out hehe n she was smiling when she saw us, we quickly bathe n prepared to slp before slping we played wif mei mei hehe.... at around 4.45am we sent dear's mum dwnstairs as she was leaving for hong kong, dear's mum oso gav me a red packet for luck in the army after that we went back to slp.... dear woke up at 10am n prepared breakfast for us after that we played uno before dear went to work... after that i went back to slp before going back to slp i made sure mei mei did her hm work in the room... mei mei woke me up at around 2.30pm to go buy lunch.... after lunch i pack my stuffs n made sure mei mei was fine before i left for hm...... i reach hm at around 3.50pm den i went to pack my stuffs for army.... tonite is my last nite in hm will nt see or slp in it until 3 weeks ltr oso tonite dear will spend the nite here oso n will go wif my mum to send me tml..... wah sian go army le wad a exciting few weeks, it was all well spent wif my dear n frends hehe will miss my dear most of all dunno hw n wad she's gonna do when im gone for 3 weeks hope everyting will turn up fine in camp c hw is it inside there will miss my dear dear alot alot tml's the day dear enjoy ur last nite k it will b quite some time before u c me again 3 weeks only very fast de k in 3 weeks lose 10kg k hahaha hehe love u lots my dear love u alot n always n will oso miss alot dun worry u will hear frm me on friday nite k miss u lots my love muackssss love u so much.... dis msg ends wif I love u Charlene baby muacks...................................................................

kisses n huggies 4 u,baby....

*~madly in love wif u~*

Wednesday, June 01, 2005
6:51 PM

hubby..hope u like de prog at de sno city n ice skating ya..it was so so so fun ya..luckily i hav u wif me all tis time round ya..me simply like de throwing of snow around n de skating down of de slope..so fun ya esp when yr weight pull us down n when de snow came splashin onto our face when we slide down..can see tat sis enjoyed herself so much y when she came chasing u wif de snow ya..haha..den at de ice skating ring,it was so romantic when we skate together ya, i luv it ya..baby..as days went by,me get depressed so much ya cos we were left so little days le..we mus spend it together as much as possible k..hubby, i gotta go le..heeehee..meetin u soon wor..hubby there will be next time when we bring sis out again k..i luv u so so much ya..miss u baby...slurp~heehee...

kisses n huggies 4 u,baby....